its dat time again..registration *pump pump pump*
to be honest,im not keen at all. i hate this gut-feeling i have in my stomach that makes me feel like puking just by the thought of it..
i haven't settle my ptptn stuff-meaning that i've not readied the doc's, i have a problem with registration which of course requires me to see my course coordinator again..im sure she's had enough of me i bet. abit worried though, haven't registeres my classes, hopefully i'll get to enter a class for each subject..how am i suppose to kick start the sem with the rite attitude with this many problems..
really brings your momentum n' morale down.. . . . . damn
i've been realising alotta of things late, especially this past week. now my biggest fear is losing sight of that realisation..funny huh :)
ok woah suddenly im sleepy...gtg
i promise this will continue......
peace :)
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
style..a perspective or a trend?
i just realise..yeah im not much of a stylo guy.
my style of clothing is basically jeans n round-neck t-shirts with funky captions..
dats bout it. no vest,or smart looking shirts. no sweaters. designer jeans.
all i have are old polo shirts passed down from my bro's (same goes for my jeans,which i only have 2 pairs)
n a brown short sleeve shirt n black long sleeve which are both outdated n unfittable..
my shoes are typical low tops..all koyak d..
GOD wat is wrong,gotta get some new clothes..but i need a fashion kinda person?
anyone out there????
my style of clothing is basically jeans n round-neck t-shirts with funky captions..
dats bout it. no vest,or smart looking shirts. no sweaters. designer jeans.
all i have are old polo shirts passed down from my bro's (same goes for my jeans,which i only have 2 pairs)
n a brown short sleeve shirt n black long sleeve which are both outdated n unfittable..
my shoes are typical low tops..all koyak d..
GOD wat is wrong,gotta get some new clothes..but i need a fashion kinda person?
anyone out there????
cough*cough
this cough is getting the better of me
yet i still cant give up the addiction
so wat do i do? just ride it out i guess..
-peace-
Hazman™
yet i still cant give up the addiction
so wat do i do? just ride it out i guess..
-peace-
Hazman™
long awaited
i've hit rock bottom.results r out,its bad but im pissed bout one particular one,gonne ask to re-check..stupid lecturer.i scratch ur car den u know..
its hard having alotta frens(or at least i think i do),i realise dat when u start meeting new frens or hang out wit a certain group,you lose contact with certain others..and frens come and go like water..the hard part is keeping in touch with them..dammit!!
i just realise i got some pretty good frens which im no longer close with cause i've been so obsessed searching for new ones..FCuk
everyday is a new discovery,i should be on discovery channel. lol. im getting tired,everyday i find something new,be it good or bad..tiring la wei. plus i realise in this world,im not alone..(DUH!!). i mean as a hopeless romantic. ok maybe just hopeless la. shessh whats with all the negativity in me. i just read some blog,pretty funny. he/she should be a comedian writer if such thing exist.
plus i've been reading my old post,my writting style is boring,need to improvise. creativity switch is now ON.
for the past 2 weeks i've been in kedah,working surprisingly. some event called Gempak Desa Astro. get this my job-artist bodyguard. easiest rm80 i've ever made. of course that all went down the drain when i went to penang..twice. but was fun la,got to hang with some artist,stay at nice hotels for FREE.
did some crazy stuff with my cousing n her frens in penang,of course la got pics..wat la all of you. but its still in the guys camera,which is so-awesomely-COOL..i learned to take photo's-professionally..HAHAHAHAHa.
ok..im done. creativity is sleepy. plus im coughin like mad n still puffing ciggies. nice huh.
gotta settle this ptptn loan shit before i go back this weekend. looks like new year is from segamat this time.
bye ppl.
Hazman™
its hard having alotta frens(or at least i think i do),i realise dat when u start meeting new frens or hang out wit a certain group,you lose contact with certain others..and frens come and go like water..the hard part is keeping in touch with them..dammit!!
i just realise i got some pretty good frens which im no longer close with cause i've been so obsessed searching for new ones..FCuk
everyday is a new discovery,i should be on discovery channel. lol. im getting tired,everyday i find something new,be it good or bad..tiring la wei. plus i realise in this world,im not alone..(DUH!!). i mean as a hopeless romantic. ok maybe just hopeless la. shessh whats with all the negativity in me. i just read some blog,pretty funny. he/she should be a comedian writer if such thing exist.
plus i've been reading my old post,my writting style is boring,need to improvise. creativity switch is now ON.
for the past 2 weeks i've been in kedah,working surprisingly. some event called Gempak Desa Astro. get this my job-artist bodyguard. easiest rm80 i've ever made. of course that all went down the drain when i went to penang..twice. but was fun la,got to hang with some artist,stay at nice hotels for FREE.
did some crazy stuff with my cousing n her frens in penang,of course la got pics..wat la all of you. but its still in the guys camera,which is so-awesomely-COOL..i learned to take photo's-professionally..HAHAHAHAHa.
ok..im done. creativity is sleepy. plus im coughin like mad n still puffing ciggies. nice huh.
gotta settle this ptptn loan shit before i go back this weekend. looks like new year is from segamat this time.
bye ppl.
Hazman™
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
lazyness
i feel lazy to post now,just had a very filled weekend..
i'll write bout it tmr i guess...
going for a game called snooker now...c ya :)
i'll write bout it tmr i guess...
going for a game called snooker now...c ya :)
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
wow...
i currently have a new direction in my life..a new oppurtunity just rose,but as usual there are challenges..but im at a blank..
theres a break for me,im finally gettin to change my life,i mean financially,socially..new opp's are arising,but there are prices such as friendship,parental love and advise..
its like if i wanna achieve that goal,im gonna have to go thru these road blocks....inevitably..and to perservere these blocks,im having doubts..whether i'll withstand it or not,whether it'll work out or not. im scared of the end result being bad that im scared to even make my 1st move..basically im not sure whether i'll brake down or not..like they say-can u withstand ppl saying NO!..
im getting excited thinking bout it,i mean c'mon,its life changin..im willing to put in effort..but the fear of something stopping me and actually giving up-that feeling is really clouding my judgment,for the 1st time im so scared to even try..im excited bout it,to try it..but i gotta tell myself constantly to not put hopes on it bcuz i feel that it wont work out bcuz of 101 reasons..and having to do that really sucks and breaks your momentum..
im not really a holy person,so i dont know who to turn to n ask for guidance,ask for hope..i just dont know...could this b a calling from above..i dont know..im never been so unsure..GOD HELP ME..i dont even know why im blabbing this shit out on my blog..
theres a break for me,im finally gettin to change my life,i mean financially,socially..new opp's are arising,but there are prices such as friendship,parental love and advise..
its like if i wanna achieve that goal,im gonna have to go thru these road blocks....inevitably..and to perservere these blocks,im having doubts..whether i'll withstand it or not,whether it'll work out or not. im scared of the end result being bad that im scared to even make my 1st move..basically im not sure whether i'll brake down or not..like they say-can u withstand ppl saying NO!..
im getting excited thinking bout it,i mean c'mon,its life changin..im willing to put in effort..but the fear of something stopping me and actually giving up-that feeling is really clouding my judgment,for the 1st time im so scared to even try..im excited bout it,to try it..but i gotta tell myself constantly to not put hopes on it bcuz i feel that it wont work out bcuz of 101 reasons..and having to do that really sucks and breaks your momentum..
im not really a holy person,so i dont know who to turn to n ask for guidance,ask for hope..i just dont know...could this b a calling from above..i dont know..im never been so unsure..GOD HELP ME..i dont even know why im blabbing this shit out on my blog..
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
cool :)
i found somethin interesting just now,while looking at other people's blog
(i was lazy to blog act..but....)
The.Clothes.You.Wear.
What others see from your style
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.
What others see from your shoes
You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.
What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
this is one of those quiz/test that actually is true..i mean i agree with 95% of what it said..but that's just me..its kinda freaky though,the fact that you cant even figure out your own life but a series of questions can..hmmm?? ponder :\
anyways,gtg,got stuff to do tmr..will update photos from krabi soon enough..
(i was lazy to blog act..but....)
The.Clothes.You.Wear.
What others see from your style
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.
What others see from your shoes
You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.
What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
this is one of those quiz/test that actually is true..i mean i agree with 95% of what it said..but that's just me..its kinda freaky though,the fact that you cant even figure out your own life but a series of questions can..hmmm?? ponder :\
anyways,gtg,got stuff to do tmr..will update photos from krabi soon enough..
written by Hazman Dani™
Sunday, November 23, 2008
slow sunday
i was walking back from driving lessons this morning when i saw two little kids walking way ahead of me,one was the brother n' obviously the other was the little brother la..the bro had his arms around the little ones neck n' while walking he started bumping his ass to his little bro kinda like 'po' did in kung-fu panda..n the little one started bumping back..went on for awhile until the small one actually lost balance..HAHA n the winner is big brother..LOL imagine if that were made a sport,i think we'd call it bump-ing or butt-ing (like boxing)..imagine in a locker room in athens :-
athelete 1: hey so what events u taking part in?
athelete 2: oh just track n' bump-ing..my coach said i have a chance at gold cuz i have a firm ass..
HAHAHAH now dats hilarious..where do i get this idea's la :P
speaking of driving school,my GOD this people are noob's la wei..seriously,its like they've never touched a car before..i mean im not saying i was so good when i started but at least i knew which peddle made the car go forward..n the weather,f-ing hot..walking there was hell,n to make things worse,my car's air-cond broke down..WTF?? wat am i paying u guys for. mite as well bring my own car..LOL
on the way back i kept thinking what a lousy phone i have,it keeps runnin out of batt everytime i need it..cant wait for the arrival of my new Nokia 5610....bila nak beli ni???
my sis came back this evening..i haven't seen her in like 3 months,n she comes back with a temper..i cant even say hi without getting a shout back..why is everyone so jumpy nowadays,that includes me..the only convo i had with her was
me: hey sis
sis: hi..
me: how r u?
sis: not good..(den she locks herself in the room with the hubby)
makes me sad..she used to be so bubbly..
anyways tmr its off to Krabi..i know im suppose 2 b happy n overthrilled but somehow somethings bothering me..haiz
athelete 1: hey so what events u taking part in?
athelete 2: oh just track n' bump-ing..my coach said i have a chance at gold cuz i have a firm ass..
HAHAHAH now dats hilarious..where do i get this idea's la :P
speaking of driving school,my GOD this people are noob's la wei..seriously,its like they've never touched a car before..i mean im not saying i was so good when i started but at least i knew which peddle made the car go forward..n the weather,f-ing hot..walking there was hell,n to make things worse,my car's air-cond broke down..WTF?? wat am i paying u guys for. mite as well bring my own car..LOL
on the way back i kept thinking what a lousy phone i have,it keeps runnin out of batt everytime i need it..cant wait for the arrival of my new Nokia 5610....bila nak beli ni???
my sis came back this evening..i haven't seen her in like 3 months,n she comes back with a temper..i cant even say hi without getting a shout back..why is everyone so jumpy nowadays,that includes me..the only convo i had with her was
me: hey sis
sis: hi..
me: how r u?
sis: not good..(den she locks herself in the room with the hubby)
makes me sad..she used to be so bubbly..
anyways tmr its off to Krabi..i know im suppose 2 b happy n overthrilled but somehow somethings bothering me..haiz
lets hit the reset button
i saw this survey somewhere,so i thot i'd tag ppl wit it..
1. What’s your ambition?
> seriously?..dentist..make lots of money for someting so...yeah
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
> can i say parents or does dat sound to religious..
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
> huh? wat for? im gonna die someday anyway
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
> never really thot bout it
5. How many babies you want?
> no comment
6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
> bvlgari..
7. What is your goal for this year?
> to actually come up wit an easier goal next year
8. Do you believe in the anti Christ?
> i don even believe in christ,wat makes anti-christ any different..lol
9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?
> she gives me butterflies..sounds so fag-ish
10.What feeling do you love most?
> FOOD..
11. What is your bad habit?
> eat too much..n sleep
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
> so?
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
> i guess..don't u?
14. What does flying means to you?
> skipping school..good times
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
> a bed..zzzz
16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
> tera patrick..eh?
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
> how? i started this..
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
> haha guys would know the answer,wat they do to make themselves happy..LOL
19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
> 10 years older definitely
20. Would u really do this again if i tagged u? (i added this..=)
btw,u've been tag-ed...>alex,anna,nelza,zrinna,"john",lee mei,tressa,harris..
1. What’s your ambition?
> seriously?..dentist..make lots of money for someting so...yeah
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
> can i say parents or does dat sound to religious..
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
> huh? wat for? im gonna die someday anyway
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
> never really thot bout it
5. How many babies you want?
> no comment
6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
> bvlgari..
7. What is your goal for this year?
> to actually come up wit an easier goal next year
8. Do you believe in the anti Christ?
> i don even believe in christ,wat makes anti-christ any different..lol
9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?
> she gives me butterflies..sounds so fag-ish
10.What feeling do you love most?
> FOOD..
11. What is your bad habit?
> eat too much..n sleep
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
> so?
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
> i guess..don't u?
14. What does flying means to you?
> skipping school..good times
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
> a bed..zzzz
16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
> tera patrick..eh?
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
> how? i started this..
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
> haha guys would know the answer,wat they do to make themselves happy..LOL
19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
> 10 years older definitely
20. Would u really do this again if i tagged u? (i added this..=)
btw,u've been tag-ed...>alex,anna,nelza,zrinna,"john",lee mei,tressa,harris..
Monday, October 27, 2008
rock on sunday..
woooot..i had a blast today..started of as usual,woke up at like 1pm i think..no one at home,i thought i could continue my sleep but noooo my phone rang...my neighbourhood frens wanna go watch movie..being in the state of boredom i was how can i resist..so i took a shower and got dressed n stuf..
after that bloody idiots make me walk in the hot sun to the field across the street,bloody hot i tell you..but whatever when i got there we left straight for OU..been awhile since i've been to OU,i miss the times when i used to work there and how i felt sick of the place and wish i'd never return..sure am not thinking that now huh..LOL.. haha we had a funny convo in the car as we were arriving,it was when my fren ezzul commented on ck-into-u add..
ezzul: wei ck-into-u best dowh bau dia..suits untuk couples..
shahril: oh so untuk lelaki ke perempuan?
ezzul: dah kata couple mesti la untuk dua-dua bengong..Haha
shukri: berapa harga dia?
ezzul: murah je,RM4.50 sekilo =p..haha (mane ada perfume jual by kilo rite??)
shukri: 4.50 sekilo?? ko nak kena penyepak?
shahril: nak-nak, nak laju-laju..hahahaha
haha bunch of jokers la,we joke alot up to a point its hard to remember them..we joked bout big apple donuts,bout some random chick passing by who walked as if she's cat-walking..haha later then we went to get tickets,felt like watchin a movie..
me: eh jom ah tgk bangkok dangerous..
ezzul: x nk tgk tropical thunder ke?
me: serious boring gile..baik tgk bangkok dangerous..
shukri: tapi aku nak tgk bangkok safetyness :p
me: bodo (-_-)..
today was a holiday so typically the line was long..i mean finding a parking took us nearly an hour..so as a tradition we let the youngest be the poor unlucky soul who has to que, and that unlucky soul is Ezzul..haha we told him since ur the youngest so you have to que,we gave him the money then we all left him and went outside for a smoke..talk bout age discrimination huh..LOL
currently im listening to D4L-shake dat laffy taffy..tacky song,check it out..haha anyway after the movie we went BurgerKing..i ordered a double whopper..DAAAAMMMMNNNN, it is HUGE..i coudn't finish it so i had to pass it around..*not to self,never attempt a double again..LOL
i was so tired after that,full to the brim and drop dead tired..seriously kalau ada kedai matress memang aku dah lama baring..i thought we were gonna go home but noooo,shahril wanted to go window shopping..this is one of those guys who actually love shopping-weird huh?!?
yes i do have somethin against window shopping,why?? well first of all the name itself doesnt coincide with the actions performed(i sound really articulate rite..) i mean your not buying windows now are you? and the point of it is silly,go into a shop-browse-choose-try it on-take some photo's(yes there are ppl who do this)-then leave without even buying it..LOL chances are if that dress/top/shirt caught ur eyes n you think it looks nice,den hell yeah it'll look good on you..but then again its not so bad la,i think i was just too tired to enjoy it..HAHA
i wanted to bring the camera and snap some photo's but i forgot..dang.. anyways after window shopping we went back to our respectives places where we call "HOME"..yeah rite im barely living in it,my home is now segamat...yuck!!..im going back tmr :(..
oh btw anyone going to recharge this year??
after that bloody idiots make me walk in the hot sun to the field across the street,bloody hot i tell you..but whatever when i got there we left straight for OU..been awhile since i've been to OU,i miss the times when i used to work there and how i felt sick of the place and wish i'd never return..sure am not thinking that now huh..LOL.. haha we had a funny convo in the car as we were arriving,it was when my fren ezzul commented on ck-into-u add..
ezzul: wei ck-into-u best dowh bau dia..suits untuk couples..
shahril: oh so untuk lelaki ke perempuan?
ezzul: dah kata couple mesti la untuk dua-dua bengong..Haha
shukri: berapa harga dia?
ezzul: murah je,RM4.50 sekilo =p..haha (mane ada perfume jual by kilo rite??)
shukri: 4.50 sekilo?? ko nak kena penyepak?
shahril: nak-nak, nak laju-laju..hahahaha
haha bunch of jokers la,we joke alot up to a point its hard to remember them..we joked bout big apple donuts,bout some random chick passing by who walked as if she's cat-walking..haha later then we went to get tickets,felt like watchin a movie..
me: eh jom ah tgk bangkok dangerous..
ezzul: x nk tgk tropical thunder ke?
me: serious boring gile..baik tgk bangkok dangerous..
shukri: tapi aku nak tgk bangkok safetyness :p
me: bodo (-_-)..
today was a holiday so typically the line was long..i mean finding a parking took us nearly an hour..so as a tradition we let the youngest be the poor unlucky soul who has to que, and that unlucky soul is Ezzul..haha we told him since ur the youngest so you have to que,we gave him the money then we all left him and went outside for a smoke..talk bout age discrimination huh..LOL
currently im listening to D4L-shake dat laffy taffy..tacky song,check it out..haha anyway after the movie we went BurgerKing..i ordered a double whopper..DAAAAMMMMNNNN, it is HUGE..i coudn't finish it so i had to pass it around..*not to self,never attempt a double again..LOL
i was so tired after that,full to the brim and drop dead tired..seriously kalau ada kedai matress memang aku dah lama baring..i thought we were gonna go home but noooo,shahril wanted to go window shopping..this is one of those guys who actually love shopping-weird huh?!?
yes i do have somethin against window shopping,why?? well first of all the name itself doesnt coincide with the actions performed(i sound really articulate rite..) i mean your not buying windows now are you? and the point of it is silly,go into a shop-browse-choose-try it on-take some photo's(yes there are ppl who do this)-then leave without even buying it..LOL chances are if that dress/top/shirt caught ur eyes n you think it looks nice,den hell yeah it'll look good on you..but then again its not so bad la,i think i was just too tired to enjoy it..HAHA
i wanted to bring the camera and snap some photo's but i forgot..dang.. anyways after window shopping we went back to our respectives places where we call "HOME"..yeah rite im barely living in it,my home is now segamat...yuck!!..im going back tmr :(..
oh btw anyone going to recharge this year??
20,000 miles to no where...
haha mean title huh,no la was a well worth spent 20,000 miles...i went to klcc tonite,no biggie..the funny part was as i was getting off the lrt at klcc station,i noticed that everyone was walking the opposite way..ya la why not kan,its like 10pm..which idiot would now only be going to klcc via lrt,people would be going back...
yeah IM THAT IDIOT..thanks to tressa(my fren from segamat)..she was bored so she asked me to go do something,which she ended up bringing her cousin and bf..tu la yang buat lambat,the bf..
imagine walking into a mall with everything closed down..i felt like a thief..haha and then i dah sampai dh ni,and my "scared" nokia phone showed 10.30PM..tressa calls me and says "were just leaving the house"..dalam hati i was like what?!?!..haha
yeah IM THAT IDIOT..thanks to tressa(my fren from segamat)..she was bored so she asked me to go do something,which she ended up bringing her cousin and bf..tu la yang buat lambat,the bf..
imagine walking into a mall with everything closed down..i felt like a thief..haha and then i dah sampai dh ni,and my "scared" nokia phone showed 10.30PM..tressa calls me and says "were just leaving the house"..dalam hati i was like what?!?!..haha
guess what movie we watched,tropic thunder...f-ing boring i tell you,i mean it had a FEW funny moments(mite i stress on a FEW) but the movie was dull..its like a spoof movie that's about a spoof movie..disaster i tell you..i personally wanted to watch bangkok dangerous..now that's a good movie-mostly cause nicholas cage is acting in it..all his movies are good..screw what you other people think..
haha movie was at 11.45pm,hah more waiting...damn ma fan la i tell you this world..i watch football wit afan(did i spell it rite?), her cousins bf..while they went missing,i presume they went camwhoring la..girls,what to do :p
okla i did some cam-whoring too..haha
it was a really fun night,despite the fact that it was far i had fun..and it was all short notice..honestly im looking forward to the next time i can go out wit her again..like i said before- ur FUN tressa :).. i dunno what she has to say bout me la..i hope nothin mean like she did on my chat box..i'll get you for that..
oh here's a joke i asked her and she gave an answer that made me laugh so hard:
dani: why did the chicken cross the road..
tressa: because he saw col. sanders coming his way and ran away..
haha creative la,i'll give you that..
here are more pics :)
here are more pics :)
Sunday, October 26, 2008
haha what a comeback..
i finally come back after 3 weeks in segamat...f-ing long rite.. anyway i open my blog n got 2 people complaining bout me not updating my blog..hey its my blog,i'll update wen im able too la..in segamat i aint got no internet access..so yeah..
and tressa thank you for the post on ur blog about me..really breath-taking(being sarcastic here,can u feel it?)..haha kidding la..whatever it is i liked the part where i called you retard..haha wait tmr i'll write a post specially for you kay..lol
anyway whats being going with me is that recently i've becomed a love guru..you know like the movie :).. 3 of my frens are having trouble and they came to me,ok one of them i offered to help la cause i cant stand seeing my frens like that..today i met up with my cousin,aiyo she also got problem la,and i feel obliged to help her..kinda tiring wei,but im doing a good deed..my worry is the saying "no good deed goes unpunished"..
eh im sleepy la,i update more tmr la...bye :)
and tressa thank you for the post on ur blog about me..really breath-taking(being sarcastic here,can u feel it?)..haha kidding la..whatever it is i liked the part where i called you retard..haha wait tmr i'll write a post specially for you kay..lol
anyway whats being going with me is that recently i've becomed a love guru..you know like the movie :).. 3 of my frens are having trouble and they came to me,ok one of them i offered to help la cause i cant stand seeing my frens like that..today i met up with my cousin,aiyo she also got problem la,and i feel obliged to help her..kinda tiring wei,but im doing a good deed..my worry is the saying "no good deed goes unpunished"..
eh im sleepy la,i update more tmr la...bye :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
story of roses..
ROSES...their a unique flower,can convey meaningful messages but yet their a thorny flower,able to hurt as well as cure...able to wound as well as heal..fucking roses...i fucking hate them...people say their a great gift but i think its just fucked up my life...
FUCKING ROSES..
i fucking hate it when things like this happen...why cant i just have a happy ending like everyone else...i always have to let go the thing that i treasure the most...is there never a break for me,can i never let my guard down....god fucking dammit...ARGGHHHHHHH!!!!
FUCKING ROSES..
i fucking hate it when things like this happen...why cant i just have a happy ending like everyone else...i always have to let go the thing that i treasure the most...is there never a break for me,can i never let my guard down....god fucking dammit...ARGGHHHHHHH!!!!
Monday, September 29, 2008
update...
haha gotcha,not really an update..more like an attempt to amuse...
its 3.20 am,im online with no one online with me..y is everybody sleeping early tonight? hmmm...just got back from mamak-ing wit my bro,found out that cheese naan goes well with mayonaise..Mmmmmm..
got nothin to really talk or express about,well got la but lets save it for another time shall we,im feeling creative tonight..anyway im going through my events of the day,pretty boring day actually..the only highlight was i went buka puasa wit some frens,if you call that a highlight la..
i went for tarawih,dats a hell of a highlight..HAHA oh yeah i just discovered that one of my idiot frens blocked his blogpage from the public and did not include my google account as one of those allowed to view it...dude wats up? i thought we were tight..
well i guess dats it for now,gonna watch american gangster for the 3rd time,hell of a great movie...esp in dvd...not pirated but DvD 9..chiowzz n a goodnite
its 3.20 am,im online with no one online with me..y is everybody sleeping early tonight? hmmm...just got back from mamak-ing wit my bro,found out that cheese naan goes well with mayonaise..Mmmmmm..
got nothin to really talk or express about,well got la but lets save it for another time shall we,im feeling creative tonight..anyway im going through my events of the day,pretty boring day actually..the only highlight was i went buka puasa wit some frens,if you call that a highlight la..
i went for tarawih,dats a hell of a highlight..HAHA oh yeah i just discovered that one of my idiot frens blocked his blogpage from the public and did not include my google account as one of those allowed to view it...dude wats up? i thought we were tight..
well i guess dats it for now,gonna watch american gangster for the 3rd time,hell of a great movie...esp in dvd...not pirated but DvD 9..chiowzz n a goodnite
Saturday, September 13, 2008
god save me..
im bored..out of my skull..im writing this from a cybercafe at 3.30 am,so you can imagine how stunted my brain is..i feel like expressing but however i just dont feel it that much here..i guess its the aura of the place..or maybe just cuz i have no ideas..am i running out of imagination and creativity?? GOD really save me :(
things in my life havent been really smooth,alotta shit in my life has been going on,which i just dont wanna really think about cuz then it'll just flood my head with worries..mainly its the problem leading to a well known teenage fact..my dad names it INSECURITY COMPLEX..fucking complex i tell you..even i cant figure it out..and it comes with its best friend-PEER PRESSURE..great combo huh
and to think im grown out of this..seriously i got no one to turn to and help me out with this,and it sucks..gotta figure this out on my own..you know i cant even believe im blabbing this out on my blog where ppl can read it..ahhh then again who reads my blog :p
anyway thats it for now..i dont wanna think to much la,plus im sleepy..
Hazman ™
things in my life havent been really smooth,alotta shit in my life has been going on,which i just dont wanna really think about cuz then it'll just flood my head with worries..mainly its the problem leading to a well known teenage fact..my dad names it INSECURITY COMPLEX..fucking complex i tell you..even i cant figure it out..and it comes with its best friend-PEER PRESSURE..great combo huh
and to think im grown out of this..seriously i got no one to turn to and help me out with this,and it sucks..gotta figure this out on my own..you know i cant even believe im blabbing this out on my blog where ppl can read it..ahhh then again who reads my blog :p
anyway thats it for now..i dont wanna think to much la,plus im sleepy..
Hazman ™
Monday, August 25, 2008
a rainbow is a colourful frown..
i cant sleep..god knows why
help me sleep,gimme some pills or something,i need sleep..
oh ya btw sorry for not updating,been a little busy (plus kinda lazy to type)..
it always comes at the wrong time,most things in life..doesnt it?
ok goodnite..bye
help me sleep,gimme some pills or something,i need sleep..
oh ya btw sorry for not updating,been a little busy (plus kinda lazy to type)..
it always comes at the wrong time,most things in life..doesnt it?
ok goodnite..bye
Monday, June 30, 2008
need sleep...
i act have somethin to write,somethin's on my mind...but im too sleepy..
my head is pulsating already..i'll write it later when i get up..if i still remember..LOL
my head is pulsating already..i'll write it later when i get up..if i still remember..LOL
Thursday, June 26, 2008
"i swear your a great guy to talk to"..
isn't it nice to hear someone say dat to you? ..well yeah its okay la,like any other compliment it deserves a well meant "thank you".. so i went out wit a friend yesterday,met her at bali(dats taylors pj for those who don't know) and walked all the way to pyramid from there..
WALAAOO!!! damn far wei,n she says she's use to walking there,i told her isn't that far and she said no..i couldn't just let her walk all by herself,so i offered to accompany her...but it just had to be a day of hot sun after a heavy rain..rite when the air is filled with humidity and no capacity to absorb moisture...sheesh,it was hot...
by the time we got there both of us were sweating,not good..LOL. the journey there's was filled with potholes,puddles of dirty water,sand everywhere and being the "smart" kid i am,i didnt fold my pants..oh boy was there a surprise for me when i got home to change..LOL my plans today was just to sit down at starbucks,have a drink and catch up on old times,but she quickly beet me to it.."i gotta be home by 7pm,lets watch a movie"..i replied "you read my mind...wat movie?"
we then decided to watch GET SMART :)..awesome movie,funny to the bone..was laughing all thru out the movie..n good thing is it wasn't one of those typical rookie agent spy movies where he doesn't do anything rite,the hero actually had some skills of his own which kinda impressed me in a way..there's one particular line i enjoyed laughing to the most :-
(elevator to secret villain lair comes down,door whooshes open)
bad guy: who are you?
good guy: i am nikolai shikepel..i was told to come here if i am looking for things with a nuclear nature
bad guy : how do i know ur not CONTROL? (control is the spy agency)
good guy : if i were CONTROL u'd already be dead..
bad guy : if u were CONTROL u'd be dead..
good guy : neither of us is dead so therefore i am certainly not CONTROL..
*pause*both of them stares at each other,blankly as if somethin stupid actually just made sense
2nd bad guy : *pause* that actually makes sense..
HAHA..there's alot more where that came from,go watch it today..i give it a 10/10..
after a gut-twisting movie,we were hungry..wellll okla it was hust me..i just had to sink my teeth into mcd's grilled chicken foldover,all she had was nuggets.. wat is it with girls seriously,they love buying those nuggets,eventho the price is not worth it..and they actually agree wit that fact..
we had a long talk bout ourselves,our relationship hickups,life problems..did some flashbacks which simply tickled my funny bones..urgh am i ever gonna stop laughin today..
one thing i noticed bout this gurl,she likes pouting..she can be angry one moment n the next she'll start doing that face..n followed by dat 'manja' squel..its actually REALLY cute,but i didnt tell her that,dont want sending wrong signals(if u know wat i mean :P)..but its js adorable la ;)..i noticed under dat loud,lively n vibrant outer shell of hers-there's actually a 'manja' little gurl who just wants to be loved..good luck wit mr brunei..haha :D
after i sent her home(which was just to asia jaya),i went home,showered n slept the nite off..man was i tired..all that walking..bad idea..or maybe im just outta shape :p..
written by ME..™
WALAAOO!!! damn far wei,n she says she's use to walking there,i told her isn't that far and she said no..i couldn't just let her walk all by herself,so i offered to accompany her...but it just had to be a day of hot sun after a heavy rain..rite when the air is filled with humidity and no capacity to absorb moisture...sheesh,it was hot...
by the time we got there both of us were sweating,not good..LOL. the journey there's was filled with potholes,puddles of dirty water,sand everywhere and being the "smart" kid i am,i didnt fold my pants..oh boy was there a surprise for me when i got home to change..LOL my plans today was just to sit down at starbucks,have a drink and catch up on old times,but she quickly beet me to it.."i gotta be home by 7pm,lets watch a movie"..i replied "you read my mind...wat movie?"
we then decided to watch GET SMART :)..awesome movie,funny to the bone..was laughing all thru out the movie..n good thing is it wasn't one of those typical rookie agent spy movies where he doesn't do anything rite,the hero actually had some skills of his own which kinda impressed me in a way..there's one particular line i enjoyed laughing to the most :-
(elevator to secret villain lair comes down,door whooshes open)
bad guy: who are you?
good guy: i am nikolai shikepel..i was told to come here if i am looking for things with a nuclear nature
bad guy : how do i know ur not CONTROL? (control is the spy agency)
good guy : if i were CONTROL u'd already be dead..
bad guy : if u were CONTROL u'd be dead..
good guy : neither of us is dead so therefore i am certainly not CONTROL..
*pause*both of them stares at each other,blankly as if somethin stupid actually just made sense
2nd bad guy : *pause* that actually makes sense..
HAHA..there's alot more where that came from,go watch it today..i give it a 10/10..
after a gut-twisting movie,we were hungry..wellll okla it was hust me..i just had to sink my teeth into mcd's grilled chicken foldover,all she had was nuggets.. wat is it with girls seriously,they love buying those nuggets,eventho the price is not worth it..and they actually agree wit that fact..
we had a long talk bout ourselves,our relationship hickups,life problems..did some flashbacks which simply tickled my funny bones..urgh am i ever gonna stop laughin today..
one thing i noticed bout this gurl,she likes pouting..she can be angry one moment n the next she'll start doing that face..n followed by dat 'manja' squel..its actually REALLY cute,but i didnt tell her that,dont want sending wrong signals(if u know wat i mean :P)..but its js adorable la ;)..i noticed under dat loud,lively n vibrant outer shell of hers-there's actually a 'manja' little gurl who just wants to be loved..good luck wit mr brunei..haha :D
after i sent her home(which was just to asia jaya),i went home,showered n slept the nite off..man was i tired..all that walking..bad idea..or maybe im just outta shape :p..
written by ME..™
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
sue me ass crack...like i care!
crazy title huh? no im not pissed at anyone..just wanted to type it somewhere,see wat it looks like..HAHA
im feeling kinda empty for the past few days,which explains the updateless blog..but tonite im just gonna write wats on my mind..
had a talk with naif dat day...was one of those serious-turned-funny convo's
me : eh so u know ah dat day rite,i was hangin out wit my frens,den some rempits passed by and "bakar" infront of us..damn lame wei,lucky my fren didnt lose his head..
naif : wats "bakar"?
me : "bakar" is when u rev d engine la,haiyo dat oso u dunno..
naif : sorry ah,im not rempit rite..hey malays nowadays,nak "bakar" la pulak
me : sokay..wat to do,the mentality is fucked up
naif : whatever happen to those liberate malay,those that have good qualities,leadership,intellegence,etc..
me : they died :p...HAHAHAHAHA
after dat we just laughed ourselves to sleep...funny la dat guy..
dats it for now,more tmr...bye ~
written by ME..™
im feeling kinda empty for the past few days,which explains the updateless blog..but tonite im just gonna write wats on my mind..
had a talk with naif dat day...was one of those serious-turned-funny convo's
me : eh so u know ah dat day rite,i was hangin out wit my frens,den some rempits passed by and "bakar" infront of us..damn lame wei,lucky my fren didnt lose his head..
naif : wats "bakar"?
me : "bakar" is when u rev d engine la,haiyo dat oso u dunno..
naif : sorry ah,im not rempit rite..hey malays nowadays,nak "bakar" la pulak
me : sokay..wat to do,the mentality is fucked up
naif : whatever happen to those liberate malay,those that have good qualities,leadership,intellegence,etc..
me : they died :p...HAHAHAHAHA
after dat we just laughed ourselves to sleep...funny la dat guy..
dats it for now,more tmr...bye ~
written by ME..™
Sunday, June 15, 2008
bite ur shoe before it bites you..
so guess wat...i had driving today and yet again i woke up late..thank god i have my mom to wake me :D.. but anyway as i was heading towards LRT taman bahagia in my sisters 'unwashed for months' Gen 2,somethin struck me..i left my shoes at home,im wearing slippers..HAHA
so we turned around and got my shoes.. didnt like wearing those shoes act,its bloody uncomfortable..
i mean d heel of the shoe is stiff hard,and it hacks away at my feet eventhough i was wearing socks..so i told my mom these shoes sucks..n we had a quite funny convo..
me: ma,these shoes are painful la,hurts my heel area..
ma: y wats wrong?
me: i dunno the back part is too hard la..my skin tore d..
ma: u ever heard or not the saying "bite ur shoe before it bites u"
me: huh?? *doing my w-t-f face*
ma: yeah last time people use to bite their shoe,to soften it..
me: so u bite ur shoe la..r u serious..yuck!
ma: nola i give my cat to bite..hahaha
haih..ma ma,how i wonder wat else u did in the days..oh btw todays fathers day..sooo to all those who havent wished yet its never too late..i gave my dad the simplest but meaningful gift ever, a BIG HUG n a kiss *on the cheek la.. (eh not often u see a guy kiss his dad..so its special)
i've been calling her alot lately,an RM10 top up can finish in a single nite..its getting severe dat we HAVE to hear each others voice at least once a day..i know i miss her,n she says she does too...but somehow i feel like she's losing interest in me :(..i js hope i can keep this one,im tired of losing things i want..
ironic thing is,she says she worried bout me..she thinks im this flirtatious guy who goes around and flirts with everyone..n she's worried about that..and jealous i guess..but i keep telling her dats not really me,im running outta ways to tell her.. believe me okay hunney :)
im going out wit her tmr,god knows y im nervous..this is weird 0_0'
wish me luck,lets hope i dont fuck it up..
written by ME..™
so we turned around and got my shoes.. didnt like wearing those shoes act,its bloody uncomfortable..
i mean d heel of the shoe is stiff hard,and it hacks away at my feet eventhough i was wearing socks..so i told my mom these shoes sucks..n we had a quite funny convo..
me: ma,these shoes are painful la,hurts my heel area..
ma: y wats wrong?
me: i dunno the back part is too hard la..my skin tore d..
ma: u ever heard or not the saying "bite ur shoe before it bites u"
me: huh?? *doing my w-t-f face*
ma: yeah last time people use to bite their shoe,to soften it..
me: so u bite ur shoe la..r u serious..yuck!
ma: nola i give my cat to bite..hahaha
haih..ma ma,how i wonder wat else u did in the days..oh btw todays fathers day..sooo to all those who havent wished yet its never too late..i gave my dad the simplest but meaningful gift ever, a BIG HUG n a kiss *on the cheek la.. (eh not often u see a guy kiss his dad..so its special)
i've been calling her alot lately,an RM10 top up can finish in a single nite..its getting severe dat we HAVE to hear each others voice at least once a day..i know i miss her,n she says she does too...but somehow i feel like she's losing interest in me :(..i js hope i can keep this one,im tired of losing things i want..
ironic thing is,she says she worried bout me..she thinks im this flirtatious guy who goes around and flirts with everyone..n she's worried about that..and jealous i guess..but i keep telling her dats not really me,im running outta ways to tell her.. believe me okay hunney :)
im going out wit her tmr,god knows y im nervous..this is weird 0_0'
wish me luck,lets hope i dont fuck it up..
written by ME..™
Saturday, June 7, 2008
a new hair cut..oh crap :p
well as the title says......i got a new hair cut *jumps in the air*...ok nola i didnt really jump in the air..
i was sick of my old hair so i went to the saloon today n told the guy "i want a new style,fix my hair..
do wats suitable for my head(which is shaped like an over-grown egg i mite add)..haha"..
haircut took about half an hour,was really soothing n nice as they massage ur head as well..n i got the girl to do mine :D *wink wink*..
so after it was done,i started to regret my words..i look like a kid..
i was like..hmm im not use to my hair this short,makes me look young...n im not even old yet..haha
receive a few comments from ppl,theres this girl who act said its makes me look like a small kid...im so gonna get u for that-grrr :p
so anyway here's how it looks like,i took a few snapshots before i showered..
not much diff kan :p...haha well when u see me face to face u'll see the difference...yeah tmr going to summersplash - i mite sound like im hyped up but truthfully malas ah nak pergi...too many ppl..HAHAHA
written by ME..™
i was sick of my old hair so i went to the saloon today n told the guy "i want a new style,fix my hair..
do wats suitable for my head(which is shaped like an over-grown egg i mite add)..haha"..
haircut took about half an hour,was really soothing n nice as they massage ur head as well..n i got the girl to do mine :D *wink wink*..
so after it was done,i started to regret my words..i look like a kid..
i was like..hmm im not use to my hair this short,makes me look young...n im not even old yet..haha
receive a few comments from ppl,theres this girl who act said its makes me look like a small kid...im so gonna get u for that-grrr :p
so anyway here's how it looks like,i took a few snapshots before i showered..
not much diff kan :p...haha well when u see me face to face u'll see the difference...yeah tmr going to summersplash - i mite sound like im hyped up but truthfully malas ah nak pergi...too many ppl..HAHAHA
written by ME..™
Friday, June 6, 2008
petrol prices went up..so did my blood pressure
WOAH!!... petrol just went up yesterday..from RM 1.92 to a staggering RM 2.70..
holy shit dats a 72 cents mark up.. i mean what is dis,we are an oil producing country. Y is it that there is an increase? i tell u since "pak lah" took over nothing good has come to our country..
first flour went up,then rice..now petrol..sooner or later toll charges are gonna go up too..sheesh
anyway last nite i saw somethin amazing..more shocking then a solar eclipse,more historical then some idiot landing on the moon...the 2 petrol stations near my house were jammed up like a tin of sardins..i tell u it was crazy,if i had a camera i would've taken a pic n post it..it was like 'high time' on the NKVE or LDP highway..twas unbelievable,there were even some idiots who got into an accident..oh my god how impatient are u people,just relax n line up la..everyones gonna get their oil..it lasted for quite sometime,like until 11pm..talk bout long..i didnt know there were so many cars in kelana jaya..haha :)
anyway later dat nite my frens called me out for some snooker n being in the state of absolute boredom i couldn't resist..i crept downstairs n saw my parents room was dark - ahha "got chance" i said to myself..begin operation sneak out..haha usually i don't have to sneak out but rite now im actually grounded..so yeah :D
so yeah i snuck out,went to snooker wit the guys..had fun,i won 1 out of 4 games..haha so as we were heading home my crazy fren (who mite i remind is a cheap skate when it comes to petrol) decided to drive the car on neutral..we were all like "dude, why?" n he was like "aku nak saving minyak dowh"..n i said "wei,minyak ko full tank kot..".. he said its gotta last,wat the fuck?!? n guess wat we ended up doin? he put the gear in "N" n we got out of the car n started pushin the car..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he made us push d bloody car..idiot..after ahwile he himself got tired n we hoped on back..wat a stupid moment..haha
so yeah as they say 'good times must come to an end'..well mine did,apparantly operation sneak out was a bust,my parents got up and checked on me..put of all the nites they had to choose this one..i guess it was parental instinct
so anyway when i got home had a debate/fight wit my mom..i just couldn't care less anymore..i just went up n slept..im just so sick of all the arguing and fighting..its very tiring..oh btw am online wit someone who has the sweetest smile rite now(u know who u are) so i gotta go..kena give A-10-TION skit :p...
till next time..chiow
written by ME..™
holy shit dats a 72 cents mark up.. i mean what is dis,we are an oil producing country. Y is it that there is an increase? i tell u since "pak lah" took over nothing good has come to our country..
first flour went up,then rice..now petrol..sooner or later toll charges are gonna go up too..sheesh
anyway last nite i saw somethin amazing..more shocking then a solar eclipse,more historical then some idiot landing on the moon...the 2 petrol stations near my house were jammed up like a tin of sardins..i tell u it was crazy,if i had a camera i would've taken a pic n post it..it was like 'high time' on the NKVE or LDP highway..twas unbelievable,there were even some idiots who got into an accident..oh my god how impatient are u people,just relax n line up la..everyones gonna get their oil..it lasted for quite sometime,like until 11pm..talk bout long..i didnt know there were so many cars in kelana jaya..haha :)
anyway later dat nite my frens called me out for some snooker n being in the state of absolute boredom i couldn't resist..i crept downstairs n saw my parents room was dark - ahha "got chance" i said to myself..begin operation sneak out..haha usually i don't have to sneak out but rite now im actually grounded..so yeah :D
so yeah i snuck out,went to snooker wit the guys..had fun,i won 1 out of 4 games..haha so as we were heading home my crazy fren (who mite i remind is a cheap skate when it comes to petrol) decided to drive the car on neutral..we were all like "dude, why?" n he was like "aku nak saving minyak dowh"..n i said "wei,minyak ko full tank kot..".. he said its gotta last,wat the fuck?!? n guess wat we ended up doin? he put the gear in "N" n we got out of the car n started pushin the car..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he made us push d bloody car..idiot..after ahwile he himself got tired n we hoped on back..wat a stupid moment..haha
so yeah as they say 'good times must come to an end'..well mine did,apparantly operation sneak out was a bust,my parents got up and checked on me..put of all the nites they had to choose this one..i guess it was parental instinct
so anyway when i got home had a debate/fight wit my mom..i just couldn't care less anymore..i just went up n slept..im just so sick of all the arguing and fighting..its very tiring..oh btw am online wit someone who has the sweetest smile rite now(u know who u are) so i gotta go..kena give A-10-TION skit :p...
till next time..chiow
written by ME..™
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
she's in my head
she clogging up my mind..she's filling up those empty spaces from which i obtain my sense of freedom..
my logic mind that doesn't give a fuck about this world and its problems..
i cant stop thinking about her,i cant wait till the next time i can talk wit her..
im counting the days till i can see her..wondering will there be a day i can hold her in my arms..
i miss HER badly..n its killing me softly cause deep down inside i know..oh i know - I KNOW
dat she mite not be feeling the same thing..she mite not miss me as much as i do..HECK she mite not even be thinking about me at all..
y do i keep doing this to myself..living on a false hope..a hope that so many others are chasing..i know its wrong..i know i shouldn't BUT somehow i still want too..
how does this keep happening-it took me 6 months to forget bout her, to erase her from my memory..cuz the pain was unbearable..n now she's back - n all it took was a simple hello n a beautiful smile :)..she's got me hooked again
she sent this song to me..i don't know what her intentions r but i hope she makes herself clear soon,cuz im about to reach madness..
switchfoot-on fire
<>
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be
But everything inside you know
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words
And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries
Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)
With everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take
When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
these mysteries...
I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge
And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...
written by ME..™
my logic mind that doesn't give a fuck about this world and its problems..
i cant stop thinking about her,i cant wait till the next time i can talk wit her..
im counting the days till i can see her..wondering will there be a day i can hold her in my arms..
i miss HER badly..n its killing me softly cause deep down inside i know..oh i know - I KNOW
dat she mite not be feeling the same thing..she mite not miss me as much as i do..HECK she mite not even be thinking about me at all..
y do i keep doing this to myself..living on a false hope..a hope that so many others are chasing..i know its wrong..i know i shouldn't BUT somehow i still want too..
how does this keep happening-it took me 6 months to forget bout her, to erase her from my memory..cuz the pain was unbearable..n now she's back - n all it took was a simple hello n a beautiful smile :)..she's got me hooked again
she sent this song to me..i don't know what her intentions r but i hope she makes herself clear soon,cuz im about to reach madness..
switchfoot-on fire
<>
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be
But everything inside you know
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words
And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries
Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)
With everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take
When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
these mysteries...
I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge
And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...
written by ME..™
Friday, May 30, 2008
tired..
listening to soko-i'll kill her n kanye west-american boy
i had a hell of a day yesterday..lots of stuff,so this should be a long post..started out in the morning again,i don't know y my mom loves to get me up in the morning nowadays,pisses me off sometimes..but i stil LOVE u ma :)..so anyway,had to follow my mom run some errands..u know the works-bills,laundry,etc. the best part of it was i got to drive!! :D. ..my mom freaked out,she says im very impulsive n i drive like im the only one on the road..n i wuz only driving at 60km/h..wasn't dat fast la..sheesh. . .
So after all d driving(which got boring after awhile,well who wouldn't when u gotta speaker box rite next to u) i went home to finally get some shut eye..so much for shut eye,my fren called me n the convo went a little like this:-
fren: wei,nk gi ou x?
me: err...bleh gak,aku nk beli shorts ah..
fren: ok pkl 2 bleh?
me: chun..eh ko nampak x awek kat depan rumah aku,hot sial!! (he was my next door neighbour)
fren: (laughs out loud first) haha nampak aje ko,aku nampak gak,xde ah lawa sgt..
me: lawa kot..ko kan suka budak sekolah..haish pedophilia betul..
fren: otak ko,ko yg sanggap awek x lawa ko bleh kata hot..
me: aku kata hot,x semestinye lawa..haha k ah aku nk gi mandi
fren: ah ok..eh wei,pedophilia tu apa? =_='
stupid fool,now only he ask,after the conversation has dragged on for so long..anyway i explained to him wat pedophilia is n he just laugh..
so we went to OU or 1U or whatever..all five of us (me,apek,azim,ezul,aqim) cramped into a kembara n rode our way of..as soon as we got there the first thing these ppl gotta do is EAT! and eat we did..when our 'body-fuel' finally kicked in we went shopping!! ya i know wat ur thinking, guys-shopping=gay ke? well im not a fan of shopping so it took me only 5 mins to check out d array of pants(which wasn't dat much anyway) n im done for the day..i've done my shopping,i don like to go around trying different clothes then in the end leave without buyin anythin..BORING.
we would've only spent like bout 20 mins at reject shop(yess were that broke,otherwise it wud've been topshop or ripcurl or somethin) but azim took ages finding a shirt tryin to match his red hawaiian shorts(which is the same as mine. dude,asal copy? lol)..n wen i say forever i meant forever..like an hour forever..i got tired simply from just waiting..sigh
after the short shopping spree (and the extensive wait for azim to find a shirt) we left ou n headed to our usual hang out spot- where else la JANGGUT :).. its our fav hang out spot,there's snooker,cheap mamak..ppl who we know-until-we-get-sick-of-seeing-thier-faces..haha so all five of us played a few wondefull frames of lucky ball ..its a game where u gotta hit the balls in ur hand that u've been dealt..trick is wat card u have ur opponent mite have,so wen ur putting in ur balls u mite be helping someone else win..up to the point where we got sick
of playing wit sticks n balls (harris if ur reading this don't get any ideas) we went to play foot ball..man that wuz funny,i think i did more laughing den playing football,each of us was tryin to show of our skills which turn into blunders that causes the other team to score..haiz saw alotta ole' too(for those who don't know,its a nutmeg).
i bet u think this is the end of my post,well ur wrong...i went out again at nite..now naif called me n said that he has a car,which is wierd..but anyway we agreed to go get some dinner n invited harris...as we rolled in front of his gate we saw him standing outside wearing skinny jeans,a buttoned up checkered shirt,his oh-so-favourite cap n flip flop.......*long pause*.......GILA FASHION DISASTER SIAL..its like his goin to a gig,don't get me wrong harris,it was ok,but flip flops dont exactly go wit it..n besides were js goin to oldtown white coffe..hujan aint gonna b performing there..lol later on me n him had this short-but-funny convo:-
hrrs: u know this skinny jeans,i bought this when i was in form 4..n it still fits *smiles proudly*
me: u sure ah? ..i think when u bought them they were act baggie jeans :)..hahahaha
hrrs: fuck u!!..it was skinny k..haha
joker man..harris harris..
well yeah dats about it,we did hang out somemore,we went to janggut AGAIN to play snooker wit syareez n his frens..lost AGAIN!!! haiz...but im js too tired to go into detail,partly cuz its kinda vague in my head n im kinda tired.. so until next time,i'll try n keep it short n sweet..cuz dats how the best things are in life SHORT & SWEET.. oh btw,anyone goin to summersplash? :p
written by ME..™
i had a hell of a day yesterday..lots of stuff,so this should be a long post..started out in the morning again,i don't know y my mom loves to get me up in the morning nowadays,pisses me off sometimes..but i stil LOVE u ma :)..so anyway,had to follow my mom run some errands..u know the works-bills,laundry,etc. the best part of it was i got to drive!! :D. ..my mom freaked out,she says im very impulsive n i drive like im the only one on the road..n i wuz only driving at 60km/h..wasn't dat fast la..sheesh. . .
So after all d driving(which got boring after awhile,well who wouldn't when u gotta speaker box rite next to u) i went home to finally get some shut eye..so much for shut eye,my fren called me n the convo went a little like this:-
fren: wei,nk gi ou x?
me: err...bleh gak,aku nk beli shorts ah..
fren: ok pkl 2 bleh?
me: chun..eh ko nampak x awek kat depan rumah aku,hot sial!! (he was my next door neighbour)
fren: (laughs out loud first) haha nampak aje ko,aku nampak gak,xde ah lawa sgt..
me: lawa kot..ko kan suka budak sekolah..haish pedophilia betul..
fren: otak ko,ko yg sanggap awek x lawa ko bleh kata hot..
me: aku kata hot,x semestinye lawa..haha k ah aku nk gi mandi
fren: ah ok..eh wei,pedophilia tu apa? =_='
stupid fool,now only he ask,after the conversation has dragged on for so long..anyway i explained to him wat pedophilia is n he just laugh..
so we went to OU or 1U or whatever..all five of us (me,apek,azim,ezul,aqim) cramped into a kembara n rode our way of..as soon as we got there the first thing these ppl gotta do is EAT! and eat we did..when our 'body-fuel' finally kicked in we went shopping!! ya i know wat ur thinking, guys-shopping=gay ke? well im not a fan of shopping so it took me only 5 mins to check out d array of pants(which wasn't dat much anyway) n im done for the day..i've done my shopping,i don like to go around trying different clothes then in the end leave without buyin anythin..BORING.
we would've only spent like bout 20 mins at reject shop(yess were that broke,otherwise it wud've been topshop or ripcurl or somethin) but azim took ages finding a shirt tryin to match his red hawaiian shorts(which is the same as mine. dude,asal copy? lol)..n wen i say forever i meant forever..like an hour forever..i got tired simply from just waiting..sigh
after the short shopping spree (and the extensive wait for azim to find a shirt) we left ou n headed to our usual hang out spot- where else la JANGGUT :).. its our fav hang out spot,there's snooker,cheap mamak..ppl who we know-until-we-get-sick-of-seeing-thier-faces..haha so all five of us played a few wondefull frames of lucky ball ..its a game where u gotta hit the balls in ur hand that u've been dealt..trick is wat card u have ur opponent mite have,so wen ur putting in ur balls u mite be helping someone else win..up to the point where we got sick
of playing wit sticks n balls (harris if ur reading this don't get any ideas) we went to play foot ball..man that wuz funny,i think i did more laughing den playing football,each of us was tryin to show of our skills which turn into blunders that causes the other team to score..haiz saw alotta ole' too(for those who don't know,its a nutmeg).
i bet u think this is the end of my post,well ur wrong...i went out again at nite..now naif called me n said that he has a car,which is wierd..but anyway we agreed to go get some dinner n invited harris...as we rolled in front of his gate we saw him standing outside wearing skinny jeans,a buttoned up checkered shirt,his oh-so-favourite cap n flip flop.......*long pause*.......GILA FASHION DISASTER SIAL..its like his goin to a gig,don't get me wrong harris,it was ok,but flip flops dont exactly go wit it..n besides were js goin to oldtown white coffe..hujan aint gonna b performing there..lol later on me n him had this short-but-funny convo:-
hrrs: u know this skinny jeans,i bought this when i was in form 4..n it still fits *smiles proudly*
me: u sure ah? ..i think when u bought them they were act baggie jeans :)..hahahaha
hrrs: fuck u!!..it was skinny k..haha
joker man..harris harris..
well yeah dats about it,we did hang out somemore,we went to janggut AGAIN to play snooker wit syareez n his frens..lost AGAIN!!! haiz...but im js too tired to go into detail,partly cuz its kinda vague in my head n im kinda tired.. so until next time,i'll try n keep it short n sweet..cuz dats how the best things are in life SHORT & SWEET.. oh btw,anyone goin to summersplash? :p
written by ME..™
Sunday, May 25, 2008
doggy DOG world
listening to incubus-drive
SO i got up early this morning..really early,as in 4 am..why? well i had to send my dad to kl central cuz his going back home(hometown)..so when i got back i just couldn't shut my eyes,man dis is frustrating. so i decided to take a walk around my neighbourhood,taking some breezee morning air is js soothening..as i left my hse front porch i could feel d breeze brushin on my cheeks,the cool air entering my lungs n clearing my head of any trouble..it was the most peaceful place a man can be..
i walk on for a few hse's already where suddenly i saw two cats js hangin around,lazing(its wat they do best)..suddenly their ears stood rite up as if they heard a noise and in a blink of an eye their scurried away..at 1st i thot it was me,but then i saw the reason y those poor terrible kitties fled away..TWO CRAZY DOGS STARTED RUNNING IN MY DIRECTION...n wat did my smart brain do?? it FROZE..left me standing there like an idiot while the blood-thirsty dogs(too much huh?) came running after me..
i knew wat i had to do,i shut my brain off n relied on my instincts..i turn left n i saw some sort of huge disposal place for construction workers..i ran n jump on dat thins..on top of wood,concrete,slabs of walls..so now im slightly safe from the canines,i was higher..but then my brain took over n i thought to myself "ok so how am i gonna get down now?"..as i was trying to find a way down OUCH!!!! i stepped on a friggin nail...damn but it didnt really enter my heel,just a kiss...but stil it hurt,i spent d next 5 mins liping back home..thank god my mom was asleep so she need not know bout this..altho now im indecisive on whether should i go to the doctor or should i js believe in self-healing???
written by ME..™
SO i got up early this morning..really early,as in 4 am..why? well i had to send my dad to kl central cuz his going back home(hometown)..so when i got back i just couldn't shut my eyes,man dis is frustrating. so i decided to take a walk around my neighbourhood,taking some breezee morning air is js soothening..as i left my hse front porch i could feel d breeze brushin on my cheeks,the cool air entering my lungs n clearing my head of any trouble..it was the most peaceful place a man can be..
i walk on for a few hse's already where suddenly i saw two cats js hangin around,lazing(its wat they do best)..suddenly their ears stood rite up as if they heard a noise and in a blink of an eye their scurried away..at 1st i thot it was me,but then i saw the reason y those poor terrible kitties fled away..TWO CRAZY DOGS STARTED RUNNING IN MY DIRECTION...n wat did my smart brain do?? it FROZE..left me standing there like an idiot while the blood-thirsty dogs(too much huh?) came running after me..
i knew wat i had to do,i shut my brain off n relied on my instincts..i turn left n i saw some sort of huge disposal place for construction workers..i ran n jump on dat thins..on top of wood,concrete,slabs of walls..so now im slightly safe from the canines,i was higher..but then my brain took over n i thought to myself "ok so how am i gonna get down now?"..as i was trying to find a way down OUCH!!!! i stepped on a friggin nail...damn but it didnt really enter my heel,just a kiss...but stil it hurt,i spent d next 5 mins liping back home..thank god my mom was asleep so she need not know bout this..altho now im indecisive on whether should i go to the doctor or should i js believe in self-healing???
written by ME..™
DAMN IM LATE!!!
listening to john petrucci-lost without u
8.30 AM..my phone alarm rang or buzz or watever u call it..i wuz wondering y on earth did i set d timer at dis time??? den it hit me,like a bird hittin a billboard, i have driving class at 9...HOLY SHIT im late. i rushed to d bathroom n took wat we malays call "mandi kerbau". wuz like 2 mins only..haha den as i wuz gettin dressed a sudden feeling of lazyness bestowed me n i said to myself 'eh i lazy to go la,go next weeks only la...no hazman u must not b lazy,time to b responsible n go..now!!' yea i do talk to myself sometimes,u know times where ur undecided n need someone to argue with..anyway im weird so screw it..LOL..
so my mom dropped me off at tmn bhg lrt,feeling really sleepy i stepped into d freezing lrt thinking 'god how i wish i could lie down rite now'..go to asia jaya in bout 5 mins,its act really near..first thing i had to do wen i got there wuz get breakfast..i wuz hungry,my stomach wuz like havin a concert in my stomach-so much noise coming from it..n my body needed food to function(who doesn't anyway) so breakfast wuz top priority..
after dat wuz out of d way i stepped into d class for d dragging 5 hours lecture(god save me)..a big,tall bald guy came in,introduce himself as EN. ALI..so happens his our "lecturer" n whoa is he funny...not only he speaks loud,like his voice-box is on loudspeaker,his funny(to a certain extent la,sometimes i js find his jokes lame)..but who cares he kept me awake through out d 5 hrs(which wuz act 4 la,excluding d 1 hr break)..he talked bout road signs,kejara or somethin,stress(driving oso can stress ah?),mechanical stuff..he kept using these 2 miniature models of d mini cooper as examples..its kinda funny,like watchin a grown adult play wit toy cars..
i'd write down some of d funny things he said la but somehow i cant remember..you see i have short term memory so i forget stuff easily..so i got back at around 2,had to walk under d hot sun to my hse from lrt(haiz wen can i drive la)..came home,showered,ate n den sleep until 8 somethin at nite...talk bout tired huh..i guess its cuz d previous nite i didnt sleep dat long..well guess wat my body is feeling tired again..my neck is killing me,my eyes r playing wit me,sekejap bukak,sekejap tutup..maybe i shud get clippers la..hold them up..LOL..anyway its gettin late,n i gotta send my dad to kl central tmr morning cuz his goin balik kampung..so maybe next time ya,i'll promise to write somethin more interestin aite...bye ~
written by ME..™
8.30 AM..my phone alarm rang or buzz or watever u call it..i wuz wondering y on earth did i set d timer at dis time??? den it hit me,like a bird hittin a billboard, i have driving class at 9...HOLY SHIT im late. i rushed to d bathroom n took wat we malays call "mandi kerbau". wuz like 2 mins only..haha den as i wuz gettin dressed a sudden feeling of lazyness bestowed me n i said to myself 'eh i lazy to go la,go next weeks only la...no hazman u must not b lazy,time to b responsible n go..now!!' yea i do talk to myself sometimes,u know times where ur undecided n need someone to argue with..anyway im weird so screw it..LOL..
so my mom dropped me off at tmn bhg lrt,feeling really sleepy i stepped into d freezing lrt thinking 'god how i wish i could lie down rite now'..go to asia jaya in bout 5 mins,its act really near..first thing i had to do wen i got there wuz get breakfast..i wuz hungry,my stomach wuz like havin a concert in my stomach-so much noise coming from it..n my body needed food to function(who doesn't anyway) so breakfast wuz top priority..
after dat wuz out of d way i stepped into d class for d dragging 5 hours lecture(god save me)..a big,tall bald guy came in,introduce himself as EN. ALI..so happens his our "lecturer" n whoa is he funny...not only he speaks loud,like his voice-box is on loudspeaker,his funny(to a certain extent la,sometimes i js find his jokes lame)..but who cares he kept me awake through out d 5 hrs(which wuz act 4 la,excluding d 1 hr break)..he talked bout road signs,kejara or somethin,stress(driving oso can stress ah?),mechanical stuff..he kept using these 2 miniature models of d mini cooper as examples..its kinda funny,like watchin a grown adult play wit toy cars..
i'd write down some of d funny things he said la but somehow i cant remember..you see i have short term memory so i forget stuff easily..so i got back at around 2,had to walk under d hot sun to my hse from lrt(haiz wen can i drive la)..came home,showered,ate n den sleep until 8 somethin at nite...talk bout tired huh..i guess its cuz d previous nite i didnt sleep dat long..well guess wat my body is feeling tired again..my neck is killing me,my eyes r playing wit me,sekejap bukak,sekejap tutup..maybe i shud get clippers la..hold them up..LOL..anyway its gettin late,n i gotta send my dad to kl central tmr morning cuz his goin balik kampung..so maybe next time ya,i'll promise to write somethin more interestin aite...bye ~
written by ME..™
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
a day of relief..
Listening to tiesto-elements of life
waking up on d wrong side of bed today made me think dis wuz gonna b a bad day..instantaneously i thought of d song by daughtry-bad day..n so i glided across d empty halls of my hse humming to dat tune..talk bout depressing huh. i gotta text on my cell-n old fren agreed to some coffee so i wuz off to OLDTOWN WHITE COFFEE in kj..
typical lepak spot,coffee(obviously),nice snacky food,free WiFi ,d works..i got there thinking i wuz late,n i try not to b late nowadays..got there n no sign of my buddy..apparently his "im on d way" sms wuz wen he was still in his bloody hse..haih *long pause* "malaysians"..tsk tsk..HAHA
finally after sometime,it came..a big figure-somethin like a walking vending machine aprroach my table wearing shorts,flip flops n a t-shirt dat say "i swear its dis big"..oh n dont forget d SNOW cap..dude,u do realise we live in m'sia,ur wearing a snow cap durin d day...hmmmm...
so we sat down,chatted on some normal stuff like how's life n shit..den it got down serious..we started talking about somethin serious,somethin dat wuz d reason i called him out d other day..so after both of us layed everything on d table-grudges,hatred,disagreements..we came to a peaceful sorta "thing"..in d end we told each other were sorry for bein assholes b4 dis..really adultlike..we got each others back wen were down n out..
honestly not to spoil d mood but i dunno how dats gonna work out,cuz things change..dats life...= change.
BUT nonetheless i do hope it sticks la..so anyway after dat we went to play snooker n started talkin crap bout old school days..how we miss those good 'ol days,jumping school,getting caught..haha..plus i can't believe u'd choose to fuck suren instead of baskar...i'd say no to both wei,even if it meant my life..DAMN..............DAMN.........
so to u bro,twas a nice day la..im glad we settle things n all d best for d future..we laugh,we cry,we sing,we fall,we crawl..(too much huh?)..i'll js stop..
bye~
waking up on d wrong side of bed today made me think dis wuz gonna b a bad day..instantaneously i thought of d song by daughtry-bad day..n so i glided across d empty halls of my hse humming to dat tune..talk bout depressing huh. i gotta text on my cell-n old fren agreed to some coffee so i wuz off to OLDTOWN WHITE COFFEE in kj..
typical lepak spot,coffee(obviously),nice snacky food,free WiFi ,d works..i got there thinking i wuz late,n i try not to b late nowadays..got there n no sign of my buddy..apparently his "im on d way" sms wuz wen he was still in his bloody hse..haih *long pause* "malaysians"..tsk tsk..HAHA
finally after sometime,it came..a big figure-somethin like a walking vending machine aprroach my table wearing shorts,flip flops n a t-shirt dat say "i swear its dis big"..oh n dont forget d SNOW cap..dude,u do realise we live in m'sia,ur wearing a snow cap durin d day...hmmmm...
so we sat down,chatted on some normal stuff like how's life n shit..den it got down serious..we started talking about somethin serious,somethin dat wuz d reason i called him out d other day..so after both of us layed everything on d table-grudges,hatred,disagreements..we came to a peaceful sorta "thing"..in d end we told each other were sorry for bein assholes b4 dis..really adultlike..we got each others back wen were down n out..
honestly not to spoil d mood but i dunno how dats gonna work out,cuz things change..dats life...= change.
BUT nonetheless i do hope it sticks la..so anyway after dat we went to play snooker n started talkin crap bout old school days..how we miss those good 'ol days,jumping school,getting caught..haha..plus i can't believe u'd choose to fuck suren instead of baskar...i'd say no to both wei,even if it meant my life..DAMN..............DAMN.........
so to u bro,twas a nice day la..im glad we settle things n all d best for d future..we laugh,we cry,we sing,we fall,we crawl..(too much huh?)..i'll js stop..
bye~
Sunday, May 18, 2008
emotional blitz..
haiz..lately i've been going thru emotional n mental instability..its not like im sick in d head..
js dat sometimes i feel 'empty'..like im alone in dis world..aren't really doing well with some of my frens,aren't making new ones..where does one go at a time like dis..
so far d only person who i can talk to is my sister,somehow she can put common sense back into this thick skull of mine, n she does it with a slap of reality..talk about in ur face..
but she is also adding to my prob,u see she's getting married soon..yes i know i shud b happpyyy..
i am but don't get wrong-i js miss her..i remember wen i wuz stil young(haha feels like i've lived ages) she used to take me out to movies with her friends n we use to do stuff together..but now she's so tied up with work,i don't see her in d morning anymore cuz she leaves early(n also cuz i wake up late..LOL) n she comes back at nite,locks herself in her room n sleep..n she's getting married in 3 mth's..i feel like im losing her-PERMANENTLY..really hard to deal with..
hurrrmmm,i js don't know wat to do wen she's gone..n seriously thinking bout it js isn't helping..i guess here's where d phrase "be like water"™ comes in..u gotta b like water,always changing..but yet still cool n alive..u gotta b versatile,changin size n shape according to what kind of glass u are in..
p.s. .....well i got nothin to say act....bye~
js dat sometimes i feel 'empty'..like im alone in dis world..aren't really doing well with some of my frens,aren't making new ones..where does one go at a time like dis..
so far d only person who i can talk to is my sister,somehow she can put common sense back into this thick skull of mine, n she does it with a slap of reality..talk about in ur face..
but she is also adding to my prob,u see she's getting married soon..yes i know i shud b happpyyy..
i am but don't get wrong-i js miss her..i remember wen i wuz stil young(haha feels like i've lived ages) she used to take me out to movies with her friends n we use to do stuff together..but now she's so tied up with work,i don't see her in d morning anymore cuz she leaves early(n also cuz i wake up late..LOL) n she comes back at nite,locks herself in her room n sleep..n she's getting married in 3 mth's..i feel like im losing her-PERMANENTLY..really hard to deal with..
hurrrmmm,i js don't know wat to do wen she's gone..n seriously thinking bout it js isn't helping..i guess here's where d phrase "be like water"™ comes in..u gotta b like water,always changing..but yet still cool n alive..u gotta b versatile,changin size n shape according to what kind of glass u are in..
p.s. .....well i got nothin to say act....bye~
Friday, May 16, 2008
d reason
ok d reason y i started a new blog wuz mainly cuz my previous one js had a name dat wuz toooooooooo long..
haha so hence d new one :)
ok another reason wuz cuz i havent updated it in ages..
hence a new one(its like i got no other word besides 'hence' rite)..
therefore[see new word :)]..LOL..ok lately been really tired,stayin in uni is definitely rotting my inner health,my stamina has gone on vacation,my sleeping time has become topsy-turvee..god wat else is wrong wit me..oh n i've become more MALAY..not dat its a bad thing but im talkin real,serious "NATAN-ish" malay..god its worryin sometimes..n to think,humans r said to b like water,where we change shape to d shape of d container but inside we still remain d same..how i wish d philosophy wuz true..think about it
p.s.: btw i'll try to put up a chat column so u ppl can say wtv u want,not dat its really gonna matter but hey,a little life around here wouldn't hurt..bye~
haha so hence d new one :)
ok another reason wuz cuz i havent updated it in ages..
hence a new one(its like i got no other word besides 'hence' rite)..
therefore[see new word :)]..LOL..ok lately been really tired,stayin in uni is definitely rotting my inner health,my stamina has gone on vacation,my sleeping time has become topsy-turvee..god wat else is wrong wit me..oh n i've become more MALAY..not dat its a bad thing but im talkin real,serious "NATAN-ish" malay..god its worryin sometimes..n to think,humans r said to b like water,where we change shape to d shape of d container but inside we still remain d same..how i wish d philosophy wuz true..think about it
p.s.: btw i'll try to put up a chat column so u ppl can say wtv u want,not dat its really gonna matter but hey,a little life around here wouldn't hurt..bye~
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