ROSES...their a unique flower,can convey meaningful messages but yet their a thorny flower,able to hurt as well as cure...able to wound as well as heal..fucking roses...i fucking hate them...people say their a great gift but i think its just fucked up my life...
FUCKING ROSES..
i fucking hate it when things like this happen...why cant i just have a happy ending like everyone else...i always have to let go the thing that i treasure the most...is there never a break for me,can i never let my guard down....god fucking dammit...ARGGHHHHHHH!!!!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
update...
haha gotcha,not really an update..more like an attempt to amuse...
its 3.20 am,im online with no one online with me..y is everybody sleeping early tonight? hmmm...just got back from mamak-ing wit my bro,found out that cheese naan goes well with mayonaise..Mmmmmm..
got nothin to really talk or express about,well got la but lets save it for another time shall we,im feeling creative tonight..anyway im going through my events of the day,pretty boring day actually..the only highlight was i went buka puasa wit some frens,if you call that a highlight la..
i went for tarawih,dats a hell of a highlight..HAHA oh yeah i just discovered that one of my idiot frens blocked his blogpage from the public and did not include my google account as one of those allowed to view it...dude wats up? i thought we were tight..
well i guess dats it for now,gonna watch american gangster for the 3rd time,hell of a great movie...esp in dvd...not pirated but DvD 9..chiowzz n a goodnite
its 3.20 am,im online with no one online with me..y is everybody sleeping early tonight? hmmm...just got back from mamak-ing wit my bro,found out that cheese naan goes well with mayonaise..Mmmmmm..
got nothin to really talk or express about,well got la but lets save it for another time shall we,im feeling creative tonight..anyway im going through my events of the day,pretty boring day actually..the only highlight was i went buka puasa wit some frens,if you call that a highlight la..
i went for tarawih,dats a hell of a highlight..HAHA oh yeah i just discovered that one of my idiot frens blocked his blogpage from the public and did not include my google account as one of those allowed to view it...dude wats up? i thought we were tight..
well i guess dats it for now,gonna watch american gangster for the 3rd time,hell of a great movie...esp in dvd...not pirated but DvD 9..chiowzz n a goodnite
Saturday, September 13, 2008
god save me..
im bored..out of my skull..im writing this from a cybercafe at 3.30 am,so you can imagine how stunted my brain is..i feel like expressing but however i just dont feel it that much here..i guess its the aura of the place..or maybe just cuz i have no ideas..am i running out of imagination and creativity?? GOD really save me :(
things in my life havent been really smooth,alotta shit in my life has been going on,which i just dont wanna really think about cuz then it'll just flood my head with worries..mainly its the problem leading to a well known teenage fact..my dad names it INSECURITY COMPLEX..fucking complex i tell you..even i cant figure it out..and it comes with its best friend-PEER PRESSURE..great combo huh
and to think im grown out of this..seriously i got no one to turn to and help me out with this,and it sucks..gotta figure this out on my own..you know i cant even believe im blabbing this out on my blog where ppl can read it..ahhh then again who reads my blog :p
anyway thats it for now..i dont wanna think to much la,plus im sleepy..
Hazman ™
things in my life havent been really smooth,alotta shit in my life has been going on,which i just dont wanna really think about cuz then it'll just flood my head with worries..mainly its the problem leading to a well known teenage fact..my dad names it INSECURITY COMPLEX..fucking complex i tell you..even i cant figure it out..and it comes with its best friend-PEER PRESSURE..great combo huh
and to think im grown out of this..seriously i got no one to turn to and help me out with this,and it sucks..gotta figure this out on my own..you know i cant even believe im blabbing this out on my blog where ppl can read it..ahhh then again who reads my blog :p
anyway thats it for now..i dont wanna think to much la,plus im sleepy..
Hazman ™
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