tired..

listening to soko-i'll kill her n kanye west-american boy

i had a hell of a day yesterday..lots of stuff,so this should be a long post..started out in the morning again,i don't know y my mom loves to get me up in the morning nowadays,pisses me off sometimes..but i stil LOVE u ma :)..so anyway,had to follow my mom run some errands..u know the works-bills,laundry,etc. the best part of it was i got to drive!! :D. ..my mom freaked out,she says im very impulsive n i drive like im the only one on the road..n i wuz only driving at 60km/h..wasn't dat fast la..sheesh. . .
So after all d driving(which got boring after awhile,well who wouldn't when u gotta speaker box rite next to u) i went home to finally get some shut eye..so much for shut eye,my fren called me n the convo went a little like this:-

fren: wei,nk gi ou x?

me: err...bleh gak,aku nk beli shorts ah..

fren: ok pkl 2 bleh?

me: chun..eh ko nampak x awek kat depan rumah aku,hot sial!! (he was my next door neighbour)

fren: (laughs out loud first) haha nampak aje ko,aku nampak gak,xde ah lawa sgt..

me: lawa kot..ko kan suka budak sekolah..haish pedophilia betul..

fren: otak ko,ko yg sanggap awek x lawa ko bleh kata hot..

me: aku kata hot,x semestinye lawa..haha k ah aku nk gi mandi

fren: ah ok..eh wei,pedophilia tu apa? =_='

stupid fool,now only he ask,after the conversation has dragged on for so long..anyway i explained to him wat pedophilia is n he just laugh..

so we went to OU or 1U or whatever..all five of us (me,apek,azim,ezul,aqim) cramped into a kembara n rode our way of..as soon as we got there the first thing these ppl gotta do is EAT! and eat we did..when our 'body-fuel' finally kicked in we went shopping!! ya i know wat ur thinking, guys-shopping=gay ke? well im not a fan of shopping so it took me only 5 mins to check out d array of pants(which wasn't dat much anyway) n im done for the day..i've done my shopping,i don like to go around trying different clothes then in the end leave without buyin anythin..BORING.
we would've only spent like bout 20 mins at reject shop(yess were that broke,otherwise it wud've been topshop or ripcurl or somethin) but azim took ages finding a shirt tryin to match his red hawaiian shorts(which is the same as mine. dude,asal copy? lol)..n wen i say forever i meant forever..like an hour forever..i got tired simply from just waiting..sigh

after the short shopping spree (and the extensive wait for azim to find a shirt) we left ou n headed to our usual hang out spot- where else la JANGGUT :).. its our fav hang out spot,there's snooker,cheap mamak..ppl who we know-until-we-get-sick-of-seeing-thier-faces..haha so all five of us played a few wondefull frames of lucky ball ..its a game where u gotta hit the balls in ur hand that u've been dealt..trick is wat card u have ur opponent mite have,so wen ur putting in ur balls u mite be helping someone else win..up to the point where we got sick
of playing wit sticks n balls (harris if ur reading this don't get any ideas) we went to play foot ball..man that wuz funny,i think i did more laughing den playing football,each of us was tryin to show of our skills which turn into blunders that causes the other team to score..haiz saw alotta ole' too(for those who don't know,its a nutmeg).

i bet u think this is the end of my post,well ur wrong...i went out again at nite..now naif called me n said that he has a car,which is wierd..but anyway we agreed to go get some dinner n invited harris...as we rolled in front of his gate we saw him standing outside wearing skinny jeans,a buttoned up checkered shirt,his oh-so-favourite cap n flip flop.......*long pause*.......GILA FASHION DISASTER SIAL..its like his goin to a gig,don't get me wrong harris,it was ok,but flip flops dont exactly go wit it..n besides were js goin to oldtown white coffe..hujan aint gonna b performing there..lol later on me n him had this short-but-funny convo:-

hrrs: u know this skinny jeans,i bought this when i was in form 4..n it still fits *smiles proudly*

me: u sure ah? ..i think when u bought them they were act baggie jeans :)..hahahaha

hrrs: fuck u!!..it was skinny k..haha

joker man..harris harris..

well yeah dats about it,we did hang out somemore,we went to janggut AGAIN to play snooker wit syareez n his frens..lost AGAIN!!! haiz...but im js too tired to go into detail,partly cuz its kinda vague in my head n im kinda tired.. so until next time,i'll try n keep it short n sweet..cuz dats how the best things are in life SHORT & SWEET.. oh btw,anyone goin to summersplash? :p

written by ME..™

doggy DOG world

listening to incubus-drive

SO i got up early this morning..really early,as in 4 am..why? well i had to send my dad to kl central cuz his going back home(hometown)..so when i got back i just couldn't shut my eyes,man dis is frustrating. so i decided to take a walk around my neighbourhood,taking some breezee morning air is js soothening..as i left my hse front porch i could feel d breeze brushin on my cheeks,the cool air entering my lungs n clearing my head of any trouble..it was the most peaceful place a man can be..


i walk on for a few hse's already where suddenly i saw two cats js hangin around,lazing(its wat they do best)..suddenly their ears stood rite up as if they heard a noise and in a blink of an eye their scurried away..at 1st i thot it was me,but then i saw the reason y those poor terrible kitties fled away..TWO CRAZY DOGS STARTED RUNNING IN MY DIRECTION...n wat did my smart brain do?? it FROZE..left me standing there like an idiot while the blood-thirsty dogs(too much huh?) came running after me..


i knew wat i had to do,i shut my brain off n relied on my instincts..i turn left n i saw some sort of huge disposal place for construction workers..i ran n jump on dat thins..on top of wood,concrete,slabs of walls..so now im slightly safe from the canines,i was higher..but then my brain took over n i thought to myself "ok so how am i gonna get down now?"..as i was trying to find a way down OUCH!!!! i stepped on a friggin nail...damn but it didnt really enter my heel,just a kiss...but stil it hurt,i spent d next 5 mins liping back home..thank god my mom was asleep so she need not know bout this..altho now im indecisive on whether should i go to the doctor or should i js believe in self-healing???

written by ME..™

DAMN IM LATE!!!

listening to john petrucci-lost without u



8.30 AM..my phone alarm rang or buzz or watever u call it..i wuz wondering y on earth did i set d timer at dis time??? den it hit me,like a bird hittin a billboard, i have driving class at 9...HOLY SHIT im late. i rushed to d bathroom n took wat we malays call "mandi kerbau". wuz like 2 mins only..haha den as i wuz gettin dressed a sudden feeling of lazyness bestowed me n i said to myself 'eh i lazy to go la,go next weeks only la...no hazman u must not b lazy,time to b responsible n go..now!!' yea i do talk to myself sometimes,u know times where ur undecided n need someone to argue with..anyway im weird so screw it..LOL..

so my mom dropped me off at tmn bhg lrt,feeling really sleepy i stepped into d freezing lrt thinking 'god how i wish i could lie down rite now'..go to asia jaya in bout 5 mins,its act really near..first thing i had to do wen i got there wuz get breakfast..i wuz hungry,my stomach wuz like havin a concert in my stomach-so much noise coming from it..n my body needed food to function(who doesn't anyway) so breakfast wuz top priority..
after dat wuz out of d way i stepped into d class for d dragging 5 hours lecture(god save me)..a big,tall bald guy came in,introduce himself as EN. ALI..so happens his our "lecturer" n whoa is he funny...not only he speaks loud,like his voice-box is on loudspeaker,his funny(to a certain extent la,sometimes i js find his jokes lame)..but who cares he kept me awake through out d 5 hrs(which wuz act 4 la,excluding d 1 hr break)..he talked bout road signs,kejara or somethin,stress(driving oso can stress ah?),mechanical stuff..he kept using these 2 miniature models of d mini cooper as examples..its kinda funny,like watchin a grown adult play wit toy cars..

i'd write down some of d funny things he said la but somehow i cant remember..you see i have short term memory so i forget stuff easily..so i got back at around 2,had to walk under d hot sun to my hse from lrt(haiz wen can i drive la)..came home,showered,ate n den sleep until 8 somethin at nite...talk bout tired huh..i guess its cuz d previous nite i didnt sleep dat long..well guess wat my body is feeling tired again..my neck is killing me,my eyes r playing wit me,sekejap bukak,sekejap tutup..maybe i shud get clippers la..hold them up..LOL..anyway its gettin late,n i gotta send my dad to kl central tmr morning cuz his goin balik kampung..so maybe next time ya,i'll promise to write somethin more interestin aite...bye ~

written by ME..™

a day of relief..

Listening to tiesto-elements of life

waking up on d wrong side of bed today made me think dis wuz gonna b a bad day..instantaneously i thought of d song by daughtry-bad day..n so i glided across d empty halls of my hse humming to dat tune..talk bout depressing huh. i gotta text on my cell-n old fren agreed to some coffee so i wuz off to OLDTOWN WHITE COFFEE in kj..

typical lepak spot,coffee(obviously),nice snacky food,free WiFi ,d works..i got there thinking i wuz late,n i try not to b late nowadays..got there n no sign of my buddy..apparently his "im on d way" sms wuz wen he was still in his bloody hse..haih *long pause* "malaysians"..tsk tsk..HAHA

finally after sometime,it came..a big figure-somethin like a walking vending machine aprroach my table wearing shorts,flip flops n a t-shirt dat say "i swear its dis big"..oh n dont forget d SNOW cap..dude,u do realise we live in m'sia,ur wearing a snow cap durin d day...hmmmm...

so we sat down,chatted on some normal stuff like how's life n shit..den it got down serious..we started talking about somethin serious,somethin dat wuz d reason i called him out d other day..so after both of us layed everything on d table-grudges,hatred,disagreements..we came to a peaceful sorta "thing"..in d end we told each other were sorry for bein assholes b4 dis..really adultlike..we got each others back wen were down n out..
honestly not to spoil d mood but i dunno how dats gonna work out,cuz things change..dats life...= change.

BUT nonetheless i do hope it sticks la..so anyway after dat we went to play snooker n started talkin crap bout old school days..how we miss those good 'ol days,jumping school,getting caught..haha..plus i can't believe u'd choose to fuck suren instead of baskar...i'd say no to both wei,even if it meant my life..DAMN..............DAMN.........

so to u bro,twas a nice day la..im glad we settle things n all d best for d future..we laugh,we cry,we sing,we fall,we crawl..(too much huh?)..i'll js stop..

bye~

emotional blitz..

haiz..lately i've been going thru emotional n mental instability..its not like im sick in d head..
js dat sometimes i feel 'empty'..like im alone in dis world..aren't really doing well with some of my frens,aren't making new ones..where does one go at a time like dis..

so far d only person who i can talk to is my sister,somehow she can put common sense back into this thick skull of mine, n she does it with a slap of reality..talk about in ur face..

but she is also adding to my prob,u see she's getting married soon..yes i know i shud b happpyyy..
i am but don't get wrong-i js miss her..i remember wen i wuz stil young(haha feels like i've lived ages) she used to take me out to movies with her friends n we use to do stuff together..but now she's so tied up with work,i don't see her in d morning anymore cuz she leaves early(n also cuz i wake up late..LOL) n she comes back at nite,locks herself in her room n sleep..n she's getting married in 3 mth's..i feel like im losing her-PERMANENTLY..really hard to deal with..

hurrrmmm,i js don't know wat to do wen she's gone..n seriously thinking bout it js isn't helping..i guess here's where d phrase "be like water"™ comes in..u gotta b like water,always changing..but yet still cool n alive..u gotta b versatile,changin size n shape according to what kind of glass u are in..

p.s. .....well i got nothin to say act....bye~

d reason

ok d reason y i started a new blog wuz mainly cuz my previous one js had a name dat wuz toooooooooo long..
haha so hence d new one :)
ok another reason wuz cuz i havent updated it in ages..
hence a new one(its like i got no other word besides 'hence' rite)..
therefore[see new word :)]..LOL..ok lately been really tired,stayin in uni is definitely rotting my inner health,my stamina has gone on vacation,my sleeping time has become topsy-turvee..god wat else is wrong wit me..oh n i've become more MALAY..not dat its a bad thing but im talkin real,serious "NATAN-ish" malay..god its worryin sometimes..n to think,humans r said to b like water,where we change shape to d shape of d container but inside we still remain d same..how i wish d philosophy wuz true..think about it

p.s.: btw i'll try to put up a chat column so u ppl can say wtv u want,not dat its really gonna matter but hey,a little life around here wouldn't hurt..bye~