need sleep...

i act have somethin to write,somethin's on my mind...but im too sleepy..

my head is pulsating already..i'll write it later when i get up..if i still remember..LOL

"i swear your a great guy to talk to"..

isn't it nice to hear someone say dat to you? ..well yeah its okay la,like any other compliment it deserves a well meant "thank you".. so i went out wit a friend yesterday,met her at bali(dats taylors pj for those who don't know) and walked all the way to pyramid from there..

WALAAOO!!! damn far wei,n she says she's use to walking there,i told her isn't that far and she said no..i couldn't just let her walk all by herself,so i offered to accompany her...but it just had to be a day of hot sun after a heavy rain..rite when the air is filled with humidity and no capacity to absorb moisture...sheesh,it was hot...

by the time we got there both of us were sweating,not good..LOL. the journey there's was filled with potholes,puddles of dirty water,sand everywhere and being the "smart" kid i am,i didnt fold my pants..oh boy was there a surprise for me when i got home to change..LOL my plans today was just to sit down at starbucks,have a drink and catch up on old times,but she quickly beet me to it.."i gotta be home by 7pm,lets watch a movie"..i replied "you read my mind...wat movie?"

we then decided to watch GET SMART :)..awesome movie,funny to the bone..was laughing all thru out the movie..n good thing is it wasn't one of those typical rookie agent spy movies where he doesn't do anything rite,the hero actually had some skills of his own which kinda impressed me in a way..there's one particular line i enjoyed laughing to the most :-

(elevator to secret villain lair comes down,door whooshes open)

bad guy: who are you?

good guy: i am nikolai shikepel..i was told to come here if i am looking for things with a nuclear nature

bad guy : how do i know ur not CONTROL? (control is the spy agency)

good guy : if i were CONTROL u'd already be dead..

bad guy : if u were CONTROL u'd be dead..

good guy : neither of us is dead so therefore i am certainly not CONTROL..

*pause*both of them stares at each other,blankly as if somethin stupid actually just made sense

2nd bad guy : *pause* that actually makes sense..

HAHA..there's alot more where that came from,go watch it today..i give it a 10/10..

after a gut-twisting movie,we were hungry..wellll okla it was hust me..i just had to sink my teeth into mcd's grilled chicken foldover,all she had was nuggets.. wat is it with girls seriously,they love buying those nuggets,eventho the price is not worth it..and they actually agree wit that fact..
we had a long talk bout ourselves,our relationship hickups,life problems..did some flashbacks which simply tickled my funny bones..urgh am i ever gonna stop laughin today..

one thing i noticed bout this gurl,she likes pouting..she can be angry one moment n the next she'll start doing that face..n followed by dat 'manja' squel..its actually REALLY cute,but i didnt tell her that,dont want sending wrong signals(if u know wat i mean :P)..but its js adorable la ;)..i noticed under dat loud,lively n vibrant outer shell of hers-there's actually a 'manja' little gurl who just wants to be loved..good luck wit mr brunei..haha :D

after i sent her home(which was just to asia jaya),i went home,showered n slept the nite off..man was i tired..all that walking..bad idea..or maybe im just outta shape :p..

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sue me ass crack...like i care!

crazy title huh? no im not pissed at anyone..just wanted to type it somewhere,see wat it looks like..HAHA

im feeling kinda empty for the past few days,which explains the updateless blog..but tonite im just gonna write wats on my mind..

had a talk with naif dat day...was one of those serious-turned-funny convo's

me : eh so u know ah dat day rite,i was hangin out wit my frens,den some rempits passed by and "bakar" infront of us..damn lame wei,lucky my fren didnt lose his head..

naif : wats "bakar"?

me : "bakar" is when u rev d engine la,haiyo dat oso u dunno..

naif : sorry ah,im not rempit rite..hey malays nowadays,nak "bakar" la pulak

me : sokay..wat to do,the mentality is fucked up

naif : whatever happen to those liberate malay,those that have good qualities,leadership,intellegence,etc..

me : they died :p...HAHAHAHAHA

after dat we just laughed ourselves to sleep...funny la dat guy..

dats it for now,more tmr...bye ~

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bite ur shoe before it bites you..

so guess wat...i had driving today and yet again i woke up late..thank god i have my mom to wake me :D.. but anyway as i was heading towards LRT taman bahagia in my sisters 'unwashed for months' Gen 2,somethin struck me..i left my shoes at home,im wearing slippers..HAHA

so we turned around and got my shoes.. didnt like wearing those shoes act,its bloody uncomfortable..
i mean d heel of the shoe is stiff hard,and it hacks away at my feet eventhough i was wearing socks..so i told my mom these shoes sucks..n we had a quite funny convo..

me: ma,these shoes are painful la,hurts my heel area..

ma: y wats wrong?

me: i dunno the back part is too hard la..my skin tore d..

ma: u ever heard or not the saying "bite ur shoe before it bites u"

me: huh?? *doing my w-t-f face*

ma: yeah last time people use to bite their shoe,to soften it..

me: so u bite ur shoe la..r u serious..yuck!

ma: nola i give my cat to bite..hahaha

haih..ma ma,how i wonder wat else u did in the days..oh btw todays fathers day..sooo to all those who havent wished yet its never too late..i gave my dad the simplest but meaningful gift ever, a BIG HUG n a kiss *on the cheek la.. (eh not often u see a guy kiss his dad..so its special)

i've been calling her alot lately,an RM10 top up can finish in a single nite..its getting severe dat we HAVE to hear each others voice at least once a day..i know i miss her,n she says she does too...but somehow i feel like she's losing interest in me :(..i js hope i can keep this one,im tired of losing things i want..

ironic thing is,she says she worried bout me..she thinks im this flirtatious guy who goes around and flirts with everyone..n she's worried about that..and jealous i guess..but i keep telling her dats not really me,im running outta ways to tell her.. believe me okay hunney :)

im going out wit her tmr,god knows y im nervous..this is weird 0_0'

wish me luck,lets hope i dont fuck it up..

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a new hair cut..oh crap :p

well as the title says......i got a new hair cut *jumps in the air*...ok nola i didnt really jump in the air..

i was sick of my old hair so i went to the saloon today n told the guy "i want a new style,fix my hair..

do wats suitable for my head(which is shaped like an over-grown egg i mite add)..haha"..

haircut took about half an hour,was really soothing n nice as they massage ur head as well..n i got the girl to do mine :D *wink wink*..

so after it was done,i started to regret my words..i look like a kid..

i was like..hmm im not use to my hair this short,makes me look young...n im not even old yet..haha

receive a few comments from ppl,theres this girl who act said its makes me look like a small kid...im so gonna get u for that-grrr :p

so anyway here's how it looks like,i took a few snapshots before i showered..




not much diff kan :p...haha well when u see me face to face u'll see the difference...yeah tmr going to summersplash - i mite sound like im hyped up but truthfully malas ah nak pergi...too many ppl..HAHAHA

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petrol prices went up..so did my blood pressure

WOAH!!... petrol just went up yesterday..from RM 1.92 to a staggering RM 2.70..

holy shit dats a 72 cents mark up.. i mean what is dis,we are an oil producing country. Y is it that there is an increase? i tell u since "pak lah" took over nothing good has come to our country..

first flour went up,then rice..now petrol..sooner or later toll charges are gonna go up too..sheesh

anyway last nite i saw somethin amazing..more shocking then a solar eclipse,more historical then some idiot landing on the moon...the 2 petrol stations near my house were jammed up like a tin of sardins..i tell u it was crazy,if i had a camera i would've taken a pic n post it..it was like 'high time' on the NKVE or LDP highway..twas unbelievable,there were even some idiots who got into an accident..oh my god how impatient are u people,just relax n line up la..everyones gonna get their oil..it lasted for quite sometime,like until 11pm..talk bout long..i didnt know there were so many cars in kelana jaya..haha :)

anyway later dat nite my frens called me out for some snooker n being in the state of absolute boredom i couldn't resist..i crept downstairs n saw my parents room was dark - ahha "got chance" i said to myself..begin operation sneak out..haha usually i don't have to sneak out but rite now im actually grounded..so yeah :D

so yeah i snuck out,went to snooker wit the guys..had fun,i won 1 out of 4 games..haha so as we were heading home my crazy fren (who mite i remind is a cheap skate when it comes to petrol) decided to drive the car on neutral..we were all like "dude, why?" n he was like "aku nak saving minyak dowh"..n i said "wei,minyak ko full tank kot..".. he said its gotta last,wat the fuck?!? n guess wat we ended up doin? he put the gear in "N" n we got out of the car n started pushin the car..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he made us push d bloody car..idiot..after ahwile he himself got tired n we hoped on back..wat a stupid moment..haha

so yeah as they say 'good times must come to an end'..well mine did,apparantly operation sneak out was a bust,my parents got up and checked on me..put of all the nites they had to choose this one..i guess it was parental instinct

so anyway when i got home had a debate/fight wit my mom..i just couldn't care less anymore..i just went up n slept..im just so sick of all the arguing and fighting..its very tiring..oh btw am online wit someone who has the sweetest smile rite now(u know who u are) so i gotta go..kena give A-10-TION skit :p...

till next time..chiow

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she's in my head

she clogging up my mind..she's filling up those empty spaces from which i obtain my sense of freedom..
my logic mind that doesn't give a fuck about this world and its problems..

i cant stop thinking about her,i cant wait till the next time i can talk wit her..
im counting the days till i can see her..wondering will there be a day i can hold her in my arms..

i miss HER badly..n its killing me softly cause deep down inside i know..oh i know - I KNOW
dat she mite not be feeling the same thing..she mite not miss me as much as i do..HECK she mite not even be thinking about me at all..

y do i keep doing this to myself..living on a false hope..a hope that so many others are chasing..i know its wrong..i know i shouldn't BUT somehow i still want too..

how does this keep happening-it took me 6 months to forget bout her, to erase her from my memory..cuz the pain was unbearable..n now she's back - n all it took was a simple hello n a beautiful smile :)..she's got me hooked again

she sent this song to me..i don't know what her intentions r but i hope she makes herself clear soon,cuz im about to reach madness..

switchfoot-on fire

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They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you know
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)

With everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
these mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge

And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

written by ME..™