she's in my head

she clogging up my mind..she's filling up those empty spaces from which i obtain my sense of freedom..
my logic mind that doesn't give a fuck about this world and its problems..

i cant stop thinking about her,i cant wait till the next time i can talk wit her..
im counting the days till i can see her..wondering will there be a day i can hold her in my arms..

i miss HER badly..n its killing me softly cause deep down inside i know..oh i know - I KNOW
dat she mite not be feeling the same thing..she mite not miss me as much as i do..HECK she mite not even be thinking about me at all..

y do i keep doing this to myself..living on a false hope..a hope that so many others are chasing..i know its wrong..i know i shouldn't BUT somehow i still want too..

how does this keep happening-it took me 6 months to forget bout her, to erase her from my memory..cuz the pain was unbearable..n now she's back - n all it took was a simple hello n a beautiful smile :)..she's got me hooked again

she sent this song to me..i don't know what her intentions r but i hope she makes herself clear soon,cuz im about to reach madness..

switchfoot-on fire

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They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you know
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)

With everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
these mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge

And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

written by ME..™