emotional blitz..

haiz..lately i've been going thru emotional n mental instability..its not like im sick in d head..
js dat sometimes i feel 'empty'..like im alone in dis world..aren't really doing well with some of my frens,aren't making new ones..where does one go at a time like dis..

so far d only person who i can talk to is my sister,somehow she can put common sense back into this thick skull of mine, n she does it with a slap of reality..talk about in ur face..

but she is also adding to my prob,u see she's getting married soon..yes i know i shud b happpyyy..
i am but don't get wrong-i js miss her..i remember wen i wuz stil young(haha feels like i've lived ages) she used to take me out to movies with her friends n we use to do stuff together..but now she's so tied up with work,i don't see her in d morning anymore cuz she leaves early(n also cuz i wake up late..LOL) n she comes back at nite,locks herself in her room n sleep..n she's getting married in 3 mth's..i feel like im losing her-PERMANENTLY..really hard to deal with..

hurrrmmm,i js don't know wat to do wen she's gone..n seriously thinking bout it js isn't helping..i guess here's where d phrase "be like water"™ comes in..u gotta b like water,always changing..but yet still cool n alive..u gotta b versatile,changin size n shape according to what kind of glass u are in..

p.s. .....well i got nothin to say act....bye~