long awaited

i've hit rock bottom.results r out,its bad but im pissed bout one particular one,gonne ask to re-check..stupid lecturer.i scratch ur car den u know..

its hard having alotta frens(or at least i think i do),i realise dat when u start meeting new frens or hang out wit a certain group,you lose contact with certain others..and frens come and go like water..the hard part is keeping in touch with them..dammit!!
i just realise i got some pretty good frens which im no longer close with cause i've been so obsessed searching for new ones..FCuk

everyday is a new discovery,i should be on discovery channel. lol. im getting tired,everyday i find something new,be it good or bad..tiring la wei. plus i realise in this world,im not alone..(DUH!!). i mean as a hopeless romantic. ok maybe just hopeless la. shessh whats with all the negativity in me. i just read some blog,pretty funny. he/she should be a comedian writer if such thing exist.

plus i've been reading my old post,my writting style is boring,need to improvise. creativity switch is now ON.

for the past 2 weeks i've been in kedah,working surprisingly. some event called Gempak Desa Astro. get this my job-artist bodyguard. easiest rm80 i've ever made. of course that all went down the drain when i went to penang..twice. but was fun la,got to hang with some artist,stay at nice hotels for FREE.

did some crazy stuff with my cousing n her frens in penang,of course la got pics..wat la all of you. but its still in the guys camera,which is so-awesomely-COOL..i learned to take photo's-professionally..HAHAHAHAHa.

ok..im done. creativity is sleepy. plus im coughin like mad n still puffing ciggies. nice huh.
gotta settle this ptptn loan shit before i go back this weekend. looks like new year is from segamat this time.

bye ppl.

Hazman™