morning sorrows

oh boy,here it comes again..

i cant help myself..
i cant stop looking at u
cant stop thinking of u

STOP!!!.. its harder than u think,everytime i push u away u just keep coming back.

i wish i never met u,so that i wouldn't be hurting everytime i think of u..
n what we could've been.

yes i miss u..

ur eyes..ur laugh..ur voice is enough to make me smile

ur smile..captivating
ur touch..sensuating
ur presence..exhilarating

yes u've change both emotionally and physically since we met,but i still feel the same butterflies in my stomach..
for all i know it could've gotten worse.

life is cruel,us not being together..for if u were my queen i'd make sure everyday is in honor of u..
oh yes,life is cruel..

is there another chance for me,everytime i see a glance of hope,i dont know what to do..
grab it n i'll fall again..
ignore it n i'll lose out.

oh yes,i miss u baby :(

im back :)

well wat can i say,i feel like blogging again

currently im having intersession at my uni,feels great..

except i still haven't started studying..fuck!

had a blast during d one week hols,have to say the best time was when i went up to genting
fucking awesome ya'll..i owe it to my bro's-harris,JD n Jackal..

these never stop believing in me,even after all those k.o shots..hahahahahaha
good times :)

life's great so far,just that a guy is missing the one ultimate excitement in his life,ya'll know what that is..but hey im in no rush to get one,im pretty fine with what i got now,but i gotta admit,could be better definitely..

wtv la..make the best of what u have is what they always say..besides i gotta do like those other guys do,focus on more important things in life,like education,frens(real frens)..then everything will fall into place,well not everything la..

things are finally looking up,im getting the freedom i always wanted,my parents arent gonna be home for a long time,my sis n bro dont seem to mind my use or misuse of freedom,i guess they agree with me too that i need it..

but money is a REAL bitch to this freedom,its flowing out like water man..FUCK!
comes in like dust,flows out like water..hahaha my analogies are ridicule..

i guess u can say im starting to grow up,learning that i gotta step up. be that man/boy that can carry himself,with confidence n a perseverance that is even more tougher than a concrete+steel aloi..wtv that is...

ooh i play rugby better now,its true,practise does make perfect..
but alotta practise apparently..HAHAHA

gtg,eyelids are closing,commencing shut down
damn i sound like a computer program..maybe i should try this

till later,chiowz(haven't used that one since high school)