funny..

i just got up..suddenly i had the urge to go online..

so i checked out a couple of my frens blogs..found one post dat really cracked me up

the guy was referring to a convo he had wit some gurl..went like this

girl: u know i dont know why guys like to spend their time n money on gadets like ps3,xbox..
its a waste..
guy: my dear ****,u wanna know why us guys enjoys those items,its because they have
something girls dont.
girl: oh yeah!! wats dat?
guy: (here comes the punchline)...an OFF button ;D

hahahahahahahahaahahahaha..i laughed my ass off when i read this..

anyway dats all actuallly,..just felt like telling ppl bout it..

hee :D

what happen?

when did the feeling started to change..

i don't like coming home now,feels more of a burden rather then taking a rest..

i don't like coming home now,feels like a slave rather then a guest..

sometimes i wish i was just born as blessed, 'as blessed as those other people who don't have to go through this mess..

why oh why did the feeling start to change.

bliss

this is HER :)

there's been questions on who this is..lets just say she's someone special la..nothing serious yet,but who knows..anyway she makes me laugh,so lets just see where this adventure goes :)

haha dingbat :)

oh now only u wanna say who is he to comment on us...before this u say look on the positive side or take it positive..

now look who's the one complaining...haha 

y so sad?

ok i usually dont give the right titles for my post,but dats besides the point.

im not gonna talk bout that,i've read my blog lately,full of sad n' depreesing shit..so im gonna change that..

a fren of mine-yasmin- said the other day, "in segamat,everyday im bored n free"..lmao,i gotta agree with her..

this weekend has been by far the most boring n' least productive weekend..i stayed back in hopes of getting some work done,u know get the wheel rolling..all it did was freeze,didnt do anything but sleep,movie.games,n yeah of course - smoking..damn it

met up wit sheyra last friday,god i miss hanging out wit her,talked bout alot,could've talked more but UiTM has a curfew -11pm..wtf?! are we like schol kids or something,chillex la..haha

which reminds me,u all know what chillex means? 'chill & relax' rite? hence chillex..
wat bout 'kopi & teh'? haha koteh(dats malay for penis you dingbat)..haha my frens mom came up with that one when i was over at his house..

well thats it for the weekend la,such a bore rite..i just had lunch with tressa just now,yet again i made her 'geram' up to the point where she wants to pinch n shoot me in the face..had fun la,making fun of each other..stuffed pig :p LOL..no no ROFL..haha

well thats it for now,i gotta go sleep..well im lying..i got class la..i wanna be a good student,like thats gonna happen..haha

p/s : someone said i had a cute butt :)..woot..nothing big la,i get that all the time..haha

peace :)

wow

ok..its serious,i need help..but who? at what cost..how? seriously god,help me..give me guidance

4 in the morning

its 4am..still cant sleep,god knows why..the boys in my room are having some pillow talk amongst them,kinda gay-ish..lol

wanted to write something but then it shoudnt go in public..just kena tegur by "bamboo" about the above..haha marah dia..bodo

first time aku tulis blog aku dalam bahasa melayu..kelakar dowh.sekarang "laici" n "padokski" tgh menyibuk..aku bosan,esok klas pukul 8am,x tido lagi..adoi..

ok enough with the BM..lets get back to mainstream,so...i cant sleep..WTF!!

used my planner for d 1st time today,felt kinda good..now the hard part is keeping up with it..will be getting my "salary" tomorow,awesome..can buy some stuff,settle my debts..

i remembered once my fren told me that the day after SPM she didnt go out party like the rest of the world but instead she stayed home on her bed,hugged her pillow n started crying..i asked why? she said she got scarred,just thinking bout the world ahead n the challenges she needs to face,be it socially,financially,emotionally n all the other 'lly (haha)..

its safe to say i finally now understand it,well at least part of it..i was just thinking bout my life just now n wat so much i need to do to make it a nice life to live in..im not sayin it aint good enough already,but it really needs some improvement..seriously! compared to the other people i've met,their lives are much more fun than me..

yeah i know,i shoudn't compare with other people,i shoudn't look up to people just like that,but its like an automatic trigger,like how when u pull the trigger of an M16 carbine assault rifle..it just never stops firing..god i dont even know wat to do..or wat to think..n apparently writing bout this aint really helping at all..so im gonna stop here..

peace.